Just want to thank all of you for giving me some great advise.... I know that drugs will always come first , but like I said its hard for someone who is not an addict to understand.
This is a great website.... I have read many post in the Nar-Anon forum, but I wanted to hear what it was like to be an addict, what goes through your minds when you are in active addiction...
You are all such great people.. and i wish all of you the best..
That is what is so heartbreaking.. every addict I know is not some crazy monster... they are all good people and the most giving and caring..
PS... can an addict live with someone who they say they don't care about?
I just know that I need to focus on me right now.. and I do.. I just get worried and upset to know that he hasn't contacted me in over a month.. and is lying to his family that he is in rehab... it doesn't sound too good to me...
Again thank you all !!!