((((((((liss)))))))) i am sooo sorry to hear about kurt!!!! i know how much it hurts to loose someone that you love so much!!! when my "foster" father was killed in a motorcycle accident 5 years ago i was devistated....when my "brother" told me what happened i felt like someone had hit me with a 2x4 in the stomach and chest...i couldn't breath and i kept screaming no!! no!! no!! your a lying sob!! into the phone. sometimes it still feels like it was yesterday that it happened not 5 years ago....but i try very hard to concentrate on the good memories of my "dad" and remember how much i love him and how much he loved me!!! it will take time to deal with this loss, let yourself grieve, feel the pain, the rage, the sorrow, feel everything...that is the only way you will truely make it through this. most importantly remember that everyone here at sr will always be here for you, day or night, rain or shine, you always have a friend here to lean on!!!
rachel