Saying how you feel?
How is it that we can take so much abuse. And when it comes down to it.. look at our A and still find guilt, sadness, pity, sadness.... for them? I can see that my lack of closeness hurts him, but I won't stand up for myself and say... NO - I'm really not happy. No - I am not in love with you anymore.
Why is it? Am I really that emotionally beaten down??
This all after another rough week and weekend. AH acted like an as$ all weekend... because the kids and I were down the street and my g-friends house to long the other night. Boy - did we pay for it all weekend. Yet, I find it hard to stand up for myself. I just want to kick myself in the butt.
What is my problem??