Congrats on the 2+ months! I'm heading up on my 2 months now (I hit 2 months on the 18th) so I'm even more of a newbie than you.
I feel that alcohol is my enemy, but I crave it nonetheless during triggering times. I'm riding a rollercoaster re alcohol, my newly returning feelings, etc. etc.
Sometimes during my scant almost 2 months I have hopped on that pink cloud and gone for a ride. ONly to come crashing down when stressed. Sometimes I feel great and solid, but I know that I will have my down periods, and I'm always prepared at this time for them.