(((lost)))
It starts to make me doubt myself, but then I think.... 3 days does not change a person.
So true and please don't forget this sweetie. In my situation, I'm not sure that I was totally numb to it, but I reached a certain level of acceptance with it. I simply realized that if I did not go through with my plans that things would never change. I understood the "nothing changes if nothing changes" concept throroughly. I KNEW that if we were to continue on the same path that I would not be happy and he would not be able to "find his bottom" and seek out his true happiness. I did not really cry about it at all once I came to this undeniable realization. I too felt that all my tears had been cried out long ago. I felt that what I was doing was the only shot I had at us BOTH perhaps leading happy lives one day. I felt it was truly for the best and my only option. It was the best decision I've ever made.