You are NOT AN INCONVENIENCE!!!!!
Just DON'T GIVE UP!!! Get a second opinion if you have to!! You will get the help you need if you just keep searching for it....do you pray? Ask God to help and I PROMISE He will--I thought He wasn't listening to me either, but God answers in His own time, sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. Just don't give up...we are all here for you and we are all pulling for you...
We love you...
(((((BIG, HUGE HUG!!!)))))
Kai