Well Six....so the devil has touched your life...that does not mean give up..for the enemy comes to steal and decieve and of course he is the father of liars. Im so sorry for your pain, but your not alone in your world and you have come to the right place. Its my son who is the addict and im the enabler and so therefore I am or should I say hand on hand with his little white buddies. So many people here have sent me info on the world of the addict and how people are broken. Dont give up, find a narc anon meeting as soon as you can. And your right the man you loved is not the man who is the user. My prayers are with you and your children. Be strong and love your self today and tomorrow....
FC