talldude

I have a few shady people I meet to thank for allowing me to see that I in my 40s walking in those same footsteps I had begun walking in my 20s. I honestly thought that I could get away with just smoking weed in my 40s, but I am incapable even of that. I suspect the massive drug use in my 20s caught up with me because I began feeling the urges to start doing other drugs coming on after only 6 months of smoking weed every day. My job performance was slipping, my personal relationships were deteriorating, and my concern about going to prison for doing stupid **** was fading away. So thank you, shady people, for letting me see that the shadows in me will always be there no matter how sober I get.