Where I was.
Where I was.
Just recovered from a hangover that didn't let me eat until 4:30PM.
One that had me going back repeatedly to bed and would not let me watch TV because it was too stimulating for my nauseous stomach.
I remember thinking how wrong it was that I worked so hard this week only to immediately erase Friday but drinking myself into oblivion and then waste more than half of Saturday in the aftermath.
I was a binge drinker and do not suffer from with drawls as users who constantly remain elevated do. My real fight will begin in a few days when my body forgets about the negatives of drinking and urges me to drink again for whatever reason.
I've been through many rock bottoms due to drinking and of them this was one of the softest. This time however I am choosing to stop before something catastrophic happens again, before I lose another good friend, before I trip and fall, etc.
I'm not going to let my urge/want to drink overpower my need to be healthy. I'm going to exercise, journal, eat well, and speak with this community which I have found to be very kind and welcoming.
One that had me going back repeatedly to bed and would not let me watch TV because it was too stimulating for my nauseous stomach.
I remember thinking how wrong it was that I worked so hard this week only to immediately erase Friday but drinking myself into oblivion and then waste more than half of Saturday in the aftermath.
I was a binge drinker and do not suffer from with drawls as users who constantly remain elevated do. My real fight will begin in a few days when my body forgets about the negatives of drinking and urges me to drink again for whatever reason.
I've been through many rock bottoms due to drinking and of them this was one of the softest. This time however I am choosing to stop before something catastrophic happens again, before I lose another good friend, before I trip and fall, etc.
I'm not going to let my urge/want to drink overpower my need to be healthy. I'm going to exercise, journal, eat well, and speak with this community which I have found to be very kind and welcoming.
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Join Date: Sep 2014
Location: jersey shore nj
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So relieved to find SR
Sitting by myself thinking about what I wanted to drink.had to go out to liquor store because the house was empty.now realizing I have a dependency on alcohol. I realized that I drink every night and maybe I have a problem. I was finding it hard not to drink at night. Mostly wine. Started to not feel good every morning .found SR and it is helping me
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