Where am I at?
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Join Date: May 2013
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Where am I at?
I found this forum yesterday morning after another night of many drinks, shots, a blackout, and a huge argument with my wife. The guilt was almost unbearable. The things I said and did were unacceptable and inexcusable. I promised my wife I would anything and everything for that to NEVER happen again.
I now understand that my problem isn't so much with how often I drink but how much I drink when I do. Once I take that first sip, I just can't stop.
I now understand that my problem isn't so much with how often I drink but how much I drink when I do. Once I take that first sip, I just can't stop.
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Welcome solesman! Do you have a plan to stay sober? SR is a great place to share and get support. I've sure been in your shoes. The only way I could stop the blackouts and get my self respect back was to realize, I could never drink again.
It didn't matter how much or how often I drank, sooner or later I wound up a drunken mess. I'm an alcoholic, and any amount of alcohol is simply out of the question for me.
It didn't matter how much or how often I drank, sooner or later I wound up a drunken mess. I'm an alcoholic, and any amount of alcohol is simply out of the question for me.
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