DrakeCKC

Suicidal, depressed, angry, drunk, spending a fortune on vodka, sick of myself.

I love classical music and go to concerts regularly. I also write about music for several publications. On the day I quit drinking, I went to a concert smashed as usual. I didn't listen to the music, I didn't take notes for my review, I just wanted a drink and thought what a statement it would make if I killed myself in the middle of a concert.

When what you love and live for no longer is motivation but getting another vodka was your main goal then it was time for a change.

Hope you all can support, help and even maybe laugh with me.

Thanks