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In June 2012, I found myself depressed, drinking and very unhappy for no apparent reason. I quit alcohol cold turkey. Immediately I had horrible aniety and sleep problems. It has been a long road since then, but Im optomistic through the love of Jesus that I will be a better and happier person by the grace of God.

Hi, have you considered working at the 12-steps of AA? i don't go to AA but i worked the 12 steps with someone who had a lot of experience in AA and it helped me very very much. I surrendered to God and He made me new..God Bless and best wishes!

Yes I considered 12 steps of AA, but my support from my family and God sustain me for now. If I get the urge to drink again, I think about the awful axiety and sleepless nights in the begining og my sobriety.