I was insane ...I was denial
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I was insane ...I was denial
When i first found this chat site i was denial myself an probably still am at this moment an wondering wither all ever see the light ...if i want to.
I t6hiought i was the only person in the world who could feel so much pain an all the confusion of what is real an what wasn't anymore ..now i learn to switch off an still ask myself why im here all the lies an hurt manipulation this site helped me seeing that others have been through an are still now .I love you trapped me an now im starting to begin wither i love you back is a cover up are honesty .... but being around so long yet still trying to be replaced at the same time is hard an i cant walk just in case i make that mistake that al regret an losing the biggest love of my life !
I dont feel so alone now ! Thank You .
I t6hiought i was the only person in the world who could feel so much pain an all the confusion of what is real an what wasn't anymore ..now i learn to switch off an still ask myself why im here all the lies an hurt manipulation this site helped me seeing that others have been through an are still now .I love you trapped me an now im starting to begin wither i love you back is a cover up are honesty .... but being around so long yet still trying to be replaced at the same time is hard an i cant walk just in case i make that mistake that al regret an losing the biggest love of my life !
I dont feel so alone now ! Thank You .
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Join Date: Jan 2012
Location: Austin, Texas
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That is normal - too feel denial and insane. But there will come in time that a helping hand will always reach you out despite of you not seeing it and will get you stand up no matter what. All you need is to pray to GOD.
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