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totally baffled with the realization I could not stop drinking no matter what I had tried on my own. I thought alcohol was the only thing keeping me together. I figured I could use some psyciatric help and did go to an intervention with suicide hotline, but I knew nothing of AA and had no clue about alcoholism and when they suggested I may need AA I scoffed at them and kept trying to fix myself. One last attempt and one last failure. Totally demoralized. Standing at work and the words came out of my mouth "I cant
stop drinking". A friend heard me and I ended up in an AA meeting that night and haven't had a drink since (it was no easy task for me I assure you)