nearly dead

Old 06-25-2007, 02:28 PM
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nearly dead

I have found this site today...after yet another night of horrific cocaine abuse...I have decided today to quit...I did so much last night my heart wouldnt let me stand...lift a glass of much needed water and all while my boyfriend slept and had no idea...he has no idea of my addiction and for both of us...I must stop..

I dont want to die, I dont want to call my dealer....if I do...I will end up dead without a doubt...Its hard tonight as its my first day clean in 4 years pretty much...Im praying forr strenghth from God because I dont think I can do this alone

I have made plans for tomorrow early...Im going to a yoga class to give me Ill get an early night

this is hard

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Old 06-25-2007, 05:14 PM
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This is very hard. Best of Luck to you and keep on posting..
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Old 07-09-2007, 05:20 AM
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Hi Dante,

Are you OK?

I was a drug addict in my teens and early twenties and cocaine was my drug of choice. I know what you´re going through. If you want to quit, you should go to a detox clinic or hospital. I also recommend NA (Narcotic Anonymous).

Love and light,
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Old 07-12-2007, 01:19 PM
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Good luck to you!please dont give up!
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Old 07-12-2007, 02:44 PM
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