Driving My Stake In The Ground
Driving My Stake In The Ground
Yep I have decided that I am MOVING ON...I am going to find my way and what works for me. Lately things have been working really well so that is what I am going to continue to do. Last night I went to a f2f meeting and one of the people from our group that had 10 years of sobriety went out and some of the people there were laughing about it and putting him down that was Bull **** I hope that I never end up like that. None of us are better than anyone else I hope that we all remember that we are all suppose to be where we are at the given moment and none of us are cured.
I wish you all the best...
Love Vic
I wish you all the best...
Love Vic
Not all better, getting better
Join Date: Feb 2002
Location: The Beautiful Inner Banks of NC
Posts: 1,702
I second what five said Vic. If the meetings aren't doing it for you right now, maybe chill on them for awhile or try some different one's or look into some different methods. Don't take this the wrong way, but you have been sounding a bit on the "unstable" side lately. I see this in myself when I'm getting ready to go out and do someting stupid. You are kinda up and down emotionally it sounds like. Of course I can only tell from what you post, but I know when I get like that it is really a danger sign. Anyway, I hope you at least stick around here, you would be missed. Take care.
Originally Posted by tyler
You are kinda up and down emotionally it sounds like. Of course I can only tell from what you post, but I know when I get like that it is really a danger sign. Anyway, I hope you at least stick around here, you would be missed. Take care.
I have found my way I think and it is not my way it is the AA and NA way. I am so grateful for life today, for a chance again at sobriety, for a chance do do things different. GOD = Good Orderly Direction, Doing the NEXT RIGHT THING, Karma, whatever I am open to alot of things here. I am been being a productive member of society, and that is tuff stuff, sometimes I wonder if it is all worth it yet when I look back over my first step I know damn well that it is worth all the pain that I have to go through. I look at my second step and I know that there is hope.
I am not leaving SR I don't think that I implied that but maybe I did when I said "I wish you all the best" Well I didn't mean it to say that I was leaving SR I do wish you all the best in finding whatever works for you. We all have to find our own reason to stay, we can quit anytime but learning how to stay stopped is my goal today. Ok I have to go clean up and get ready for a meeting that is MY RECOVERY as well..
Love Vic
Originally Posted by Grimnar
What do you mean by "goes back out". That is confusing me.
Love Vic
Five You sound strong vic. Great to see you have found something that is working for you.
Keep us posted.
Keep us posted.
tyler Glad you've found what's working for you Vic, and that you're not going anywhere!! Ya just had me a little worried. Take care.
OK I have to get ready for a meeting and etc. so I have to cut this short for now but I will say more later..
Love Vic
Originally Posted by luckyv2
But I just get so damn mad when people, gossip about people and then when someone of 10 years of sobriety goes back out a few of them think that it is funny.
Once I realized that, my world got a lot easier to live in
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