nights to never forget
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nights to never forget
in the past times in which I was sober
after some time went by
I would forget about how rough it was out there
when I was drinking and using
yes
so easy for a man (or woman) to deceive himself or herself
as I would tell myself
I could handle a little now
only to slip back into darkness once again
it's around 4:30 AM here and I was just outside in the Jacuzzi
a place I go often so as to relax, think and pray
a while ago some memories from insane nights long ago came to mind
I thanked God that I have not forgotten how hard life was back then
hard to believe some of the things I did
but it's true
I was running hard with the devil
I don't ever wish to forget that
I have been pulled from the pits of hell
if I or we don't guard our thoughts daily
we could return there in a short time
after some time went by
I would forget about how rough it was out there
when I was drinking and using
yes
so easy for a man (or woman) to deceive himself or herself
as I would tell myself
I could handle a little now
only to slip back into darkness once again
it's around 4:30 AM here and I was just outside in the Jacuzzi
a place I go often so as to relax, think and pray
a while ago some memories from insane nights long ago came to mind
I thanked God that I have not forgotten how hard life was back then
hard to believe some of the things I did
but it's true
I was running hard with the devil
I don't ever wish to forget that
I have been pulled from the pits of hell
if I or we don't guard our thoughts daily
we could return there in a short time
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nights to never forget
off to buy the white powder
get home fast and do it
quick trip to the ATM machine
off to buy the white powder
get home fast and do it
checking the clock
where the heck did the night go
I have to be at work in a couple of hours
better clung some booze so as to get ready
MM
get home fast and do it
quick trip to the ATM machine
off to buy the white powder
get home fast and do it
checking the clock
where the heck did the night go
I have to be at work in a couple of hours
better clung some booze so as to get ready
MM
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gotta get some uppers
gotta go to work
see ya later
pop some uppers at work
watching the clock
time flies or
time slows
get off work
everyone having fun
why not me
need some downers
pop some downers
I dont have a problem
everyone does this
its normal
gotta go to work
see ya later
pop some uppers at work
watching the clock
time flies or
time slows
get off work
everyone having fun
why not me
need some downers
pop some downers
I dont have a problem
everyone does this
its normal
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3:33 PM Sunday afternoon
Sunday this afternoon -- very peaceful, enjoying being lazy.
Sunday back in my drinking and using days.
Getting my full fill about now.
Let's carry this crazy feeling right on into the deep of the night.
I had better get to work on time tomorrow.
Dang, tomorrow is going to be a very long hard day.
M-Bob
Sunday back in my drinking and using days.
Getting my full fill about now.
Let's carry this crazy feeling right on into the deep of the night.
I had better get to work on time tomorrow.
Dang, tomorrow is going to be a very long hard day.
M-Bob
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