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03-20-2006, 08:39 AM

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Eagle1

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Sorry..relapse

6.5 weeks clean and loving it. I fell from Grace. Stress/a messed up marraige/and weakness proved to be to much. I basicly ate a hand full of Hydro's hoping to die. i didn't die but wish I did. I feel I don't want to continue life

03-20-2006, 09:00 AM

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Done_With_It

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Oh boy, I know how you feel. I am glad you didn't die. I've been wondering where you were.

It's okay, you fell. Time to pick yourself back up and start fresh.

Are you seeing a counselor or going to meetings, or anything like that?

Hang in there sweetie. You can do this again. We're here for you.

03-20-2006, 09:03 AM

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In memory of miracle

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((((( Eagel )))))
Welcome back! You only lost a date...thank g*d your still here. Keep the faith.
Bless, Trish

03-20-2006, 09:26 AM

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windysan

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If you are feeling suicidal you might want to go see a doc about it.

03-20-2006, 04:30 PM

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Eagle1

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Thanks all. I'll be ok

03-21-2006, 06:14 PM

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In memory of miracle

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((( Eagle )))

How ya doin? Just to let you know, someones thinking of you today, and sending prayers your way. Keep the faith.
Bless, Trish

03-22-2006, 10:18 PM

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burtreynolds

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I know there is a very, very small percentage of addicts that never relapse once getting clean, but I've never met any of them. The key is to recognize why it happened, and what you need to do to avoid the same thing happening again. No need to apologize for it, just part of the disease.

03-22-2006, 11:53 PM

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northbelle

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I'm sorry you are hurting so much !!! I have felt like I wanted to check out too..I have relapsed MANY times myself and know that I kicked my own A** worse then anyone else ever could of..We don't shoot our wounded in recovery...please give yourself the break you deserve!!! This feeling you have now will definitely CHANGE.....just hang in there..lots of folks care!!..northbelle

03-24-2006, 04:16 AM

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Eagle1

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Thank you all for the words. I feel your sincerity. (sp?)
Anyway. I am ok. I only used that one time. I am back on track. Going threw a divorse right now!!1 Very hard time !

Thanks

03-25-2006, 09:44 AM

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Done_With_It

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How's today going for you Eagle? I hope it gets better soon.

(((Eagle)))

03-25-2006, 11:42 AM

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northbelle

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Checking in on you too!! How are you doing?? ...northbelle

03-25-2006, 02:07 PM

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Eagle1

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I am well thank you. Still clean. Thanks so much you all. It helped alot to see people care. I do not get much time to post, reply, and read. I have a large tree business that sucks all the life out of me ( while my future ex-wife sucks all the money