Pain and cravings
 

Yesterday was a pita! I had been feeling so good, it's crazy how the addict brain works.

Yesterday my back problems where acting up and it caused a major headache. My mom was also in town and her purse is a pharmacy. Those two things combined had my gears turning.

I wanted to "feel" good so bad! I can't believe that my mind can tell me that once won't hurt after it has almost killed me so many times.

So, how did you do? And... what's "a pita" mean? Is that typo, or some hip new lingo I don't know? Hahaha.

Lol. Pita, is pain in the a$$.

I made it past it. Im relieved now that I didn't use.

I was hoping it was a typo, dangit!!! Ya know, I USED to be cool... I promise. LOL

I'm glad you didn't use! That's great!!!! I'm proud of you.

Good for you Chris! Those temptations are a killer, I can certainly relate...Good Luck & stay strong! :)