Evening of day 2, still crack free
 

First I want to thank everybody for the help because it works.
I go to an AA meeting on a regular basis and that is what has kept me sober since 7-10-2010. It is very strict and the conversations have to be about alcohol, so I respect what AA is.

There is only one NA meeting available to me and I'm going to attend it more often.

Now to tell a little about myself.

I'm 57 years old and have abused alcohol for 42 years, pot for 40 years, and cocaine for 32 years.
I got my 1st DUI at 49 andd my 2nd DUI at 49. That was 8 years ago and I still don't have a drivers license. By losing my drivers license I wrecked my ability to earn a living.

Okay, cocaine possess' and dominates me. It's not my drug of choice, pot is, but when I have money in my pocket the dark side blocks out everything, not absolutely, but it is very powerful and I head straight to a dealer. It has to stop. Talking about my alcoholism in the meetings is what has help my sobriety.

Now through soberrecovery.com I hope to stay straight. I'm really good at listing to the advice and am grateful that you are all here.

I'm listening
Thanks
Neferkamichael

Nice job, keep it up!!! You can do this, its going to be a tough road ahead but it does get better!!!

Congrats!!!