oxycodone withdrawal help Part 2
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Hey yall. Its been a rough week since i posted. i started to feel better, almost noramal, on monday, but i ended up having to put my dog down on tuesday. it really ****** with me. she had some tramidol she had fo her knees. figured noot was gonna use it and i didnt think it was going to trigger anything fromt he opiates.
guess i was wrong. after the first dose wore off, i felt like i was back at day one. i flushed the meds so there was no temptaton. i spent all last night with restless leg syndrom and whatever the equivalent is in my back and arms so bad that i slept 2 hours after downing a bunch (but still safe) level of sleeping pills. so far this morning its just my back that retains the pain with any level of intensity.
i visited the pain specialist, finally. i told him i want solutions without opiates. he gave my cymbalta and some other l one (not lyrica) but i dont have th l one yet (its on order) and the cymbalta seems to be ******* with my head and making me feel suicidal, so i got off it til i can talk to him. i have to say, the thought of hurting myparents like that is the only thing that kept me alive, i was so close for a few days there. those feeling have passed, for the most part, just the occasion "it'd be easier, but im not a chicken ****" thoughts
guess i was wrong. after the first dose wore off, i felt like i was back at day one. i flushed the meds so there was no temptaton. i spent all last night with restless leg syndrom and whatever the equivalent is in my back and arms so bad that i slept 2 hours after downing a bunch (but still safe) level of sleeping pills. so far this morning its just my back that retains the pain with any level of intensity.
i visited the pain specialist, finally. i told him i want solutions without opiates. he gave my cymbalta and some other l one (not lyrica) but i dont have th l one yet (its on order) and the cymbalta seems to be ******* with my head and making me feel suicidal, so i got off it til i can talk to him. i have to say, the thought of hurting myparents like that is the only thing that kept me alive, i was so close for a few days there. those feeling have passed, for the most part, just the occasion "it'd be easier, but im not a chicken ****" thoughts
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U guys are brave and awesome, I am still battling my demons and haven't quit yet but the stories u guys share give me courage and I'm currently planning my escape from the grasp of the little blue devils. Keep up the good work. And hopefully time will heal all of our broken worlds.
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So tomorrow I can get 180 Roxis, or I can tell my doc I blew through last months supply in 19 days, and then spent the last week+ in full blown, HORRIBLE withdrawal... I hope I make the right choice and stay off the narcotics.
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Hello all,
I haven't taken any opiates in 33 days, and I thought I'd share my thoughts...
Obviously, I am back to normal physically. My sleep cycle is 100%, and my energy is back to normal ... but one thing that has yet to go away, and almost gets worse with each day ... is that the cravings never end. I wake up every day and think every hour, "Wow, I really just wish I was opiated right now." ... you know , that feeling of glory when you walk down the street opiated and everyone else is in their own little bubble suffering...well now I'm the sufferer ironically.
Just hearing the words "180 roxy's" by the above poster makes me salivate. Enjoy your time with opiates because it doesn't last forever, and sober life is a bitch. Yeah, I'm 1000x more productive off oxys and am probably going to get a 4.0 this semester, but everyday is just unrelenting depression and longing for the kingdom. Well that's it for now...stay thirsty my friends.
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I haven't taken any opiates in 33 days, and I thought I'd share my thoughts...
Obviously, I am back to normal physically. My sleep cycle is 100%, and my energy is back to normal ... but one thing that has yet to go away, and almost gets worse with each day ... is that the cravings never end. I wake up every day and think every hour, "Wow, I really just wish I was opiated right now." ... you know , that feeling of glory when you walk down the street opiated and everyone else is in their own little bubble suffering...well now I'm the sufferer ironically.
Just hearing the words "180 roxy's" by the above poster makes me salivate. Enjoy your time with opiates because it doesn't last forever, and sober life is a bitch. Yeah, I'm 1000x more productive off oxys and am probably going to get a 4.0 this semester, but everyday is just unrelenting depression and longing for the kingdom. Well that's it for now...stay thirsty my friends.
It Comes and Goes
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Originally Posted by DRJ9487 
i visited the pain specialist, finally. i told him i want solutions without opiates. he gave my cymbalta and some other l one (not lyrica) but i dont have th l one yet (its on order) and the cymbalta seems to be ******* with my head and making me feel suicidal, so i got off it til i can talk to him. i have to say, the thought of hurting myparents like that is the only thing that kept me alive, i was so close for a few days there. those feeling have passed, for the most part, just the occasion "it'd be easier, but im not a chicken ****" thoughts
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kickin
i may not post here much, just know this isnt my firsts dance with the devil. ive danced many times with him. today is day 1 and im commin off oxycodone 30s, not much maybe a few a day, when theyre here tho i would do as many as possible, its been going on for almost 2 years now. between subs, dope and perks. i got clean in 06. then got hooked again and got clean again in 07. now here i am again. but, ive learned alot and i read this entire thread, from the other, beginning one. i know i need support and i know i need just keep occupied. i figured id post in this thread. idk. i am experienced in kicking and how long and what it is. i know by day 5 or 6 the worst will be over for me... but then the post acute. ah, i like reading these threads, cant wait to get over hump day
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ill try to post daily throughout my kick, im on day 1 and currently on 210mg of dxm to help. as it always has, like i said ill try to post daily, but knowing me, i wont, i like to lay in my suffering and darkness and just be alone.....
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wo it hit me hard, im an experienced dxm user and have read up on it. 210mg dxm by tussin cough pills. only active ingredient dxm. alll withdrawal symptoms have gone away... wow. this is day 1 tho, i dont think it would help much on day 3, it actualy might make me (or some people) very uncomfortable dosing high dxm dosage while kicking is at its pique. the drug is a dissociative so it disassociates your mind from your body, NO PAIN!!! but, anyone reading this, research if your not an experienced dxm'er like me. because if you do to much while your in a kick, you could realy make your self go through a bad trip or end up more ****** up then you allready are, ive read all of this on Erowid and Grasscity and i know some things. i know that everyone is diff, and everyone has there own ways of getting threw there kick. its 9:12 pm now monday. day 2 is comming, and im comming for day 2 on a second plateau trip. like i said ive danced with the devil before. he was even my friend at one point, but, now i feel as tho i can destroy anything and accomplish anything!! i know if i sleep and i wake up. im gonna be on day 2 and im gonna want more dxm. as i said tho i am expereinced and know that, you shouldnt use dxm daily, back to back.... it can be VERY bad for your bady used that way. once a month is ssafe, and i just used my once a month, lol.. well at least i feel good and am still kicking
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idk why i posted that but it was what i was listening to, i really zone out to it, it takes me away from my suffering.
GOD BLESS PINK FLOYD!!!!!!!!!!!
and where did everyone go who was posting on here, i was hoping everone was still here
GOD BLESS PINK FLOYD!!!!!!!!!!!
and where did everyone go who was posting on here, i was hoping everone was still here
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Definitely not my intentions at all...... Just posting as i go threw my day, its 10:03 now on monday im in New Jersey
day two is comming and im sittin here listening tp pink floyd. whats next, but wake up n feel the pain
day two is comming and im sittin here listening tp pink floyd. whats next, but wake up n feel the pain
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Dee47
does anyone post here anymore?
hope everyone that went clean on this thread, stayed clean.
****, it inspired me enough to open an account and post.
ya know,
I think our minds over exaggerate the withdrawal.
if your good at meditation and are good with clearing your mind, a kick shouldn't be to bad. but unfortunately i have never meditated, or tried .
idk
just a thought
because i notice that when a situation arises and i am forced to get up and move and talked to people and do stuff, i notice that the pain is there, But it kinda lightens up a bit. and i don't notice it for a little until i sit back down in my kick-zone or something.. i think when your laying there, you're in your head, and you're subconsciously (some people even consciously) concentrating on the pain of the withdrawal.
listen to me.... lol. sounding like a counselor or something.
just doing **** to take my mind off it,, ya know!!!
does anyone post here anymore?
hope everyone that went clean on this thread, stayed clean.
****, it inspired me enough to open an account and post.
ya know,
I think our minds over exaggerate the withdrawal.
if your good at meditation and are good with clearing your mind, a kick shouldn't be to bad. but unfortunately i have never meditated, or tried .
idk
just a thought
because i notice that when a situation arises and i am forced to get up and move and talked to people and do stuff, i notice that the pain is there, But it kinda lightens up a bit. and i don't notice it for a little until i sit back down in my kick-zone or something.. i think when your laying there, you're in your head, and you're subconsciously (some people even consciously) concentrating on the pain of the withdrawal.
listen to me.... lol. sounding like a counselor or something.
just doing **** to take my mind off it,, ya know!!!
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Threads come and go, hunter - there's a lot of names in this thread still around tho 
It is the quiet part of the day tho so it might take a while for responses...
I'm an alcoholic - my drug wasn't Oxy - but I agree doing stuff to keep busy...having a purpose...and having people to talk to, helped a lot
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It is the quiet part of the day tho so it might take a while for responses...
I'm an alcoholic - my drug wasn't Oxy - but I agree doing stuff to keep busy...having a purpose...and having people to talk to, helped a lot
D
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Originally Posted by Quark79
So tomorrow I can get 180 Roxis, or I can tell my doc I blew through last months supply in 19 days, and then spent the last week+ in full blown, HORRIBLE withdrawal... I hope I make the right choice and stay off the narcotics.
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