It's been a long time ...
 

It's been a while since I been here. I was sober and clean last Christmas, I do remember that much. I just wanted to come back and say thanks to everyone who was there for me.

I am still trying, but my f*ck, it's hard!!

LB xx

Welcome back LB :ghug3 missed ya!
I hope you decide to stick around :)

D

Oh my goodness, welcome back Lost.

Sorry to hear your still having difficulties. keep turning it over to the "care of " your Higher Power, pray for the decisons you are making and let God work out the results

Big hugs to you.

TB

Welcome back Lost! You can be sober this Christmas too! I have 4 days myself.

Welcome back lost. A lot of us here are struggling. I am glad you are here and hope you stick around.

Welcome Back.. :grouphug:

Well it is nice to see your post here Losty! Miss you around here! Post again huh???
love norty

i was wondering where you ran off to

(((LB))) - welcome back!!! I've missed you and hope you stick around, this time.

Hugs and prayers,

Amy

LB OMG - its sooo good to hear you even if things ain't great hun - just glad your here babe - i'm 35 days clean - so if ya need me i'm here of course.... uk girl - u were always there for me so hugs babe - sorry u've had a tough one... i really am......
umm if u need pm and i have tel no if u want a voice in the night / morning hun take care please love you
Karma

Hi guys, nice to hear from you. Things sort of spiralled out of control the beginning of the year, and I couldn't cope with life, so I turned to the things that have always helped me cope.

However, things have been better for a few months now, but of course I can't stop once I start.

Long story short, there's no money left! I've got us nearly in £2000 debt because of my drinking and pills taking money that should be spent on food and bills. I'm a single mom, so there is not that much to go around already.

Thanks for being there for me. I've never been in debt in my life you know!!

I'm sorry you're up against it, LB, but you know you always have mates here.
What are you doing recovery wise right now?

D

You got that right. I have just over 90 myself this time. Keep coming back. It's what I hear...a lot! You're loved and you're worthy of a good, clean life. Keep moving forward Lost!
:ghug3

Not a lot, feel a bit battered and dazed at the moment! Using the pills I got left to get off, should take a few more days - I'm thinking I should probably go back to AA, I haven't been to meetings since about March this year.

I ran out of alcohol last night, so today may as well be my first day without, and then there is a meeting tomorrow night. I keep talking myself out of it.

LB x

I give up ... how do you make a blog? My brain doesn't work!

I hope you follow through with something LB - it's not a nice place to be spinning your wheels, ya know? :hug:

as far as blogs go - if you click the blog link on the blue toolbar above us @ the top of the page here....there should be a range of options on the left hand side of the page that opens up - click 'post to your blog' and go from there, I think?...

D

Hey Losty Very good to see your post ! You were there for me when I was getting off the opiates.I won't forget it. Its been 2 years and two months for me . Can't say I am clean and sober cause as most everyone knows. I drink a little and smoke some weed. I would be better off without, but I am managing it. Kepp trying its not how many times you fall down, but how many you get up ! All the best to you.

Read all the posts again now I'm less fuzzy and so grateful to everyone for being so welcoming.

Fluey and grumpy (sounds like two of the 7 dwarves from Snow White), but on the right track.

Well done vicodan - I remember your struggle. Really proud of you. If I could drop the pills, I would be so happy just to get rid of that one side of things.

Thanks for the blog advice Dee - gives me a place to right random rubbish without cluttering up the forums!

hey you
i noticed the time of ur posts bein that we r in the same time zone an all... i still don't get on with mornings naturally lol....
u were always there for me beautiful flutterby..hope ur decisions are clear ones - your days are warm ones (not easy ere i know lol in uk at the mo huh) and ur friends are sincere ones ... thinkin of u - ur not totally lost cos we find u here thank (place relevant hp)!!!!!!!
love Karma

butterfly.. Hope you're ok.. Thinking of you and family.. I'm here still hun.. Huge hugs for winter nights xxx