I will not drink/drug today because (insert your reason) Part 3
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I won't drink today because...
My answer to that almost a year ago was that I realized I was addicted to alcohol and I was tired ,body and soul ,of it and I was literally nearing the end of my rope, it was a very dark place, one I wouldn't wish on anyone.
Today my answer is that I decided not to. I'm sober , I want to be . My liberation came from realizing I have the control over sobriety, I always did I just let myself forget that for too long, I will always remember that now.
There are many differences between then and now, but they all stem from one constant, I don't drink because I choose not to.
My answer to that almost a year ago was that I realized I was addicted to alcohol and I was tired ,body and soul ,of it and I was literally nearing the end of my rope, it was a very dark place, one I wouldn't wish on anyone.
Today my answer is that I decided not to. I'm sober , I want to be . My liberation came from realizing I have the control over sobriety, I always did I just let myself forget that for too long, I will always remember that now.
There are many differences between then and now, but they all stem from one constant, I don't drink because I choose not to.
I will not drink today because I do not drink and I will not change my mind. Looking back on almost 9 months alcohol free, this experience has been very up and down. I look forward to a time where it's consistently freeing with much fewer challenges.
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