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Old 04-17-2009, 01:29 PM
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i'm starting to believe the voice in my head...how do you tell the right from from the wrong one anyways....you know maybe sometimes the negative voice is right...right...I mean we aren't all perfect are we????
I guess that depends on what the voice is telling you. But if it's telling you to drink, then it's wrong !
Why don't you tell us what's going on?
No, nobody's perfect , that would be a bore. So what's up?
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Old 04-17-2009, 01:39 PM
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I'm always trying to quit smoking and whenever people ask me why I don't quit completely I say because if I did then I would be too perfect! and nobody wants to be around a perfect person.

Hope everyone has a wonderful safe weekend. I'm going to change my haircolor and work on refinishing a chest.

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Old 04-17-2009, 04:09 PM
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sorry cali-flower......

didn't mean to worry.....I'm not considering drinking...just taking a look at what might be wrong with me....how i may be the cause of my own problems....I think it's a good thing to do, but don't know how to do it well without falling into the all or nothing....i am scum sort of thinking...

hitting a middle ground, being able to say..well i truley suck in this area without getting into self hatred seems hard.

Although i don't want to drink...i do believe that if we don't deal with this kind of problem we end up drinking to get away from it somehow...so...just dealing with how to keep myself as far as possible from a drink

Yeah (grin) I would love to be perfect.....but apparently not in this lifetime...and since it's the only one i believe in i guess i'm stuck with what is
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Old 04-17-2009, 04:19 PM
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Yeah (grin) I would love to be perfect.....but apparently not in this lifetime...and since it's the only one i believe in i guess i'm stuck with what is
If there's stuff wrong with you, then I must be a total freakshow. lol You're as perfect as they come. (((ananda)))
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Old 04-18-2009, 12:06 AM
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Just need to reach out...

Feeling rather insecure and having trouble thinking one day at a time; you know, always thinking 6-8 months in the future. And feeling disconnected.

Mmyep that's all.
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Old 04-18-2009, 12:45 AM
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I even drove right past my meth dealer's house... right there, so close. But I didn't do it. God I wanted to. I had cash in hand. But I chickened out, basically. Thank Whoever I'm a chicken.

Today I went to the lake and walked 2.5 miles down a 7.5 mile trail then turned and came back because it was getting dark. So a 5-mile walk. It felt really good and I'm in a much better mood for it.
When you are in a room, look to the people you admire the most and the least, then make a list of the reasons why. You can adopt these characteristics or extricate them in your own character.
Do you admire anyone who does meth?
Do you admire anyone who commits themselves to fitness?
You are replacing destructive behavior that will ruin you life with behavior that will make you feel better and make your life more fulfilling.
Liberating, isnít it?
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Old 04-18-2009, 01:38 AM
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I just love that little guy he is sooo cute!

Today was good to start not good in the middle and not too bad at the end of the night! Ive had quite the range today. So thankful to be feeling better.

I hope everyone has a fab day tomorrow! :ghug
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Old 04-18-2009, 04:13 PM
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I just love that little guy he is sooo cute!
-Brings out the "potty" humor-
His eyes remind me of buttcheeks..just a thought.
I like this one better:

I'm getting sleepy, because it's so dark outside due to clouds and rain..
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Old 04-18-2009, 05:52 PM
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maybe a nap is in order???:ghug3
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Old 04-18-2009, 07:48 PM
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I took one!!!!
It didn't help me. I'm still sleepy... how rare for me.
But if I go back to sleep... I'll just end up waking up in a few hours anyways..
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Old 04-19-2009, 12:41 AM
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J~ butt cheeks? really? Maybe you do need another nap! lol

Your wild guy looks like hes punching himself in the face!
Maybe we should call someone and get him some help? lol

In the mean time....
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Old 04-19-2009, 12:55 AM
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Nu uh. He's pounding his chest like king-kong.
I just tried sleeping without success. FML. I'm gettin fed upppp.
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Old 04-19-2009, 03:38 AM
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:ghug3 Im sorry J, I hope you are sleeping well right now.

pssst...that is his face...the little guy only has a head, I think he may be an influence on my guy so just dont use them together ok? lol


Gotta Love Him....
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Old 04-19-2009, 05:55 AM
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I'm suffering from cravings really badly can anyone help?
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Old 04-19-2009, 06:05 AM
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I'm suffering from cravings really badly can anyone help?
Do u have anything to eat? ice cream, maybe? Do u have a way of making yourself busy to get your mind off it? We're here for you.

(((allport)))
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Old 04-19-2009, 06:40 AM
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How about if you go out for a walk? Is there something eating at you that you want to get off your chest or just cravings? I was told once that a craving only lasted an average of 4 minutes. The thing is you have to do something else to sort of forget it .
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Old 04-19-2009, 08:17 PM
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I'm back boys and girls. Beach time is over for awhile. dang
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Old 04-20-2009, 09:10 AM
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Still here. Was out of town for the weekend... and what can I say? I love the fact that where I was has no internet and my cell phone hardly gets a signal. Sometimes life is just better that way.
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Old 04-21-2009, 07:16 AM
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If I don't get back to the gym and quit smoking I'm gonna die too soon. dangit. Stupid Louisiana.
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Old 04-21-2009, 12:52 PM
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I'm still here and i'm still sober...
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