Fantabulous Secular Connections Check-in Part IV
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Now on to something else that I found somewhat amusing... Huzzy and i get into it today about how he acts and treats me different when he is stoned. HE actually thinks that I, that is ME, act different when HE is stoned. LOL LOL LOL LOL
Now isnt that something, COULDNT have anything to do with him being under he influence of drugs!
Oh my I love to laugh! and yeah...the easter smilies make me wanna hide under my bed!
...Doing okay. Hope I'm not floating on a pink cloud. I'm so used to waking up everyday not knowing how my moods are going to go...and my mood has been fairly consistent all week...in a good way. I'm cautiously optimistic. I hope this works...
Hello, everyone.
Hello, everyone.
So I noticed today while out in the yard that....the daphnes are blooming, so are the PJM rodies, the native buttercup,and some tulips! YEAH! Spring is actually here! I could definitely use some more sun too, its quite the motivator!
So my father in laws b-day party is coming...still not sure if I want to go.
Maybe I will do a pro con list. lol
La Ti Da....not alot happening today...
These guys are entertaining!
So my father in laws b-day party is coming...still not sure if I want to go.
Maybe I will do a pro con list. lol
La Ti Da....not alot happening today...
These guys are entertaining!
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didn't go to work today. did pay some bills, more to go...errands to run...and gotta do my taxes!!!!!
If something more fun comes up, i'll proably skip my meeting tonight...
I'm sorta starting to stop doing the things that work for me. mmmmm....guess i better watch it
I just don't feel too motivated right now I more just wantta goof off and have fun.
If something more fun comes up, i'll proably skip my meeting tonight...
I'm sorta starting to stop doing the things that work for me. mmmmm....guess i better watch it
I just don't feel too motivated right now I more just wantta goof off and have fun.
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I was just thinking along those lines myself. I've missed a few of my IDDT groups in the past few weeks and haven't been regular with my DRA meeting attendance. I did make my art group this morning...so off to a good start this week. All in all everything has been very manageable even with the anxiety and depression I'm currently going through. I actually feel like I getting through the depression stuff a bit better these past couple days...so that's about it for me...taking it ODAAT.
Grrr. Tax payments.
Been feeling sort of lethargic about everything I'm supposed to be doing. General ennui. I don't feel like posting so much here, I should go find an adviser and project for my thesis work, I need to get some of my homework done, I need to talk to my team for a class project... but I sorta feel like not doing anything.
Been feeling sort of lethargic about everything I'm supposed to be doing. General ennui. I don't feel like posting so much here, I should go find an adviser and project for my thesis work, I need to get some of my homework done, I need to talk to my team for a class project... but I sorta feel like not doing anything.
Hey peeps...
Well...today was uhmm weird.
I am not feeling well, seems normal lately. I am gonna go to my doctor after I get some of the bills I have paid. Thinking maybe depression? ... or maybe I am lazy? Who knows. I did take a walk today though which did help some.
I agreed today also to get on a plane. I hate flying! Scares the whoo ha out of me. Not only one but 4 take offs and landings before I will be safe at home. I may not go and have to repay my father in law for the ticket. Makes me feel like a big baby.
Im sad, anxious, have no energy or motivation, just dont know what to do with myself. I know I wont drink, that's the last of my worries. I KNOW I would never let the thought pattern start that would get me there. BUT...I am tired of feeling like this.
I was great just a few weeks ago. I have no idea what the freak happened.....
Maybe I should have posted in whiners....
Well...today was uhmm weird.
I am not feeling well, seems normal lately. I am gonna go to my doctor after I get some of the bills I have paid. Thinking maybe depression? ... or maybe I am lazy? Who knows. I did take a walk today though which did help some.
I agreed today also to get on a plane. I hate flying! Scares the whoo ha out of me. Not only one but 4 take offs and landings before I will be safe at home. I may not go and have to repay my father in law for the ticket. Makes me feel like a big baby.
Im sad, anxious, have no energy or motivation, just dont know what to do with myself. I know I wont drink, that's the last of my worries. I KNOW I would never let the thought pattern start that would get me there. BUT...I am tired of feeling like this.
I was great just a few weeks ago. I have no idea what the freak happened.....
Maybe I should have posted in whiners....
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