doorknob

I'm too mental to work.

Bamboozle

Maybe I'll take my chunky butt along for a walk.

Bamboozle

DK.....

Fubarcdn

Bam.
You are going to need a third log to keep track of whether you logged things in the other two logs. The mood log will be easy as your mood will always be frustrated for having to do all this logging.

Bamboozle

How do people stay organized? You should see my living space right now...it's not dirty (although I need to run the vaccum), just really cluttered.


Doh! After my long walk I just went to the store to buy a new note pad and a nifty pen to keep track of all this crap, and I forgot to buy it. I bought some nuts and Gatorade instead.

WTF?

Fubarcdn

Tomorrow go fro nuts and gatoraid and you may come back with a pad and a pen. It all works out in the end.

SelfSeeking

Goin to the chatroom...

allport

LOL Bam I really relate to that disorganised stuff.

Fubar you crack me up

Bamboozle

SS, how ya doing?

Anyone hear from ananda?

DK?

How's everyone doing?

Bamboozle

All my nuts are gone.

Bamboozle

GRRRR! Want......to.....post......in.....a.....thread.... .......



........talking.........about.................hell .....(basically a rehash of Pascal's wager).


.....who's hell...............which one?


.....maddening....


I know SR isn't for debate but this is right up my alley.

((banging head on desk.....no, really.....I am))

Bamboozle

Hmmm hmmm hmmm, hmmm hmmm.....


((bunnies and kittens....bunnies and kittens...bunnies and kittens...))

Bamboozle

I'll stay here and be good...













...stay here...




be good...

bugsworth

Bam...you ok?? LOL

Bamboozle

I think I'm going to go now...maybe get a shower...go to the store....something.

Bamboozle

Yeah...I'm gonna go take a chill pill.

Bamboozle

Well, not an actual pill...walking usually helps me.

Bamboozle

See you all later. Peace to all. And bunnies and kittens. Puppies if you don't like kittens.

SelfSeeking

Bam, I just saw your posts I'm ok. I was bad, I ventured onto the thread but I don't think I was too b!tchy.

I talked to SO last night on Skype. He had a glass of red wine front and center. I try not to read too much into things like this but it just shows how far away I am from his thoughts... We had been talking for maybe 5 minutes before he started to lay the passive-agressive guilt- tripping on thick.

I have been depressed before too, I know. But he's just so unwilling to use any of the resources at his disposal to change anything. And he HAS resources!! He's not like so many with no insurance and no access to health care. It's like he would rather slog around in crap and try to get me to move there and be miserable with him, and lose any hope of finishing my insanely expensive education...

But _I_ am in a great mood today. I had brunch at a friend's house and got to play with her beautiful kids. My belly is full and I have the day off to work on a paper and meet with my sponsor for step work.

gneiss

Just checking in. I've been feeling really depressed for the last few days. Talked to BF, he wanted me to go visit him but I had to work. He told me to skip it, which my boss wouldn't care, but I can't afford it. He didn't get mad, but he said, "It's cool. Don't worry about it. We don't have anything in common but drinking and drugs anyway." That really hurt because I think it is kinda true at this point. That's what happens when you do drugs though. It seems like our relationship is effectively over but I hope we can salvage our friendship eventually. It's just kind of a $hitty day.