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Old 12-06-2008, 09:11 AM
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DK....i'm so sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed right now

Not having dealt with it personally, I can't claim to really understand OCD stuff...although my son seems to have some of it.

I do tend to relive my failures sometimes....just remember that is only one little peice of you..you are such a warm and wonderful person paul. I try to focus on my positive charactoristics when I can and encourage myself to grow where my assets are.

I guess I figure there are areas of my life that I may never really excell at, but growing the good seems to make that a little more ok

Oh yeah...drugs and alchohol seem to mostly make my negative stuff much more obvious as far as my personality stuff goes...even though it may make me "feel better" in some ways.
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Old 12-06-2008, 09:23 AM
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Nothin' like physical pain to make you forget about mental pain. We had freezing rain last night and I just slid down the front steps... smashed up my toes real good (that's what I get for still wearing my Teva's) and pulled a muscle in my back.
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Old 12-06-2008, 09:31 AM
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you are such a warm and wonderful person paul.
Thanks, Ananda.
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Old 12-06-2008, 03:50 PM
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Thanks everyone for the good luck on the LSAT. As I get ready to take the test I'll be keeping you all updated.

DK -Ouch, hope you are feeling better soon.

That being said, there is nothing like the comfort of Teva's.
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Old 12-06-2008, 04:06 PM
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rest up DK

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Old 12-06-2008, 05:08 PM
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Ah, man... I ran into the guy who had been helping me get bud here. Coulda scored... I'm feelin' really torn.
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Old 12-06-2008, 05:12 PM
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Hey, DK.
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Old 12-06-2008, 05:19 PM
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Yo... wattup B?
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Old 12-06-2008, 05:23 PM
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Not much...wasting time on the computer, as usual...


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Old 12-06-2008, 05:27 PM
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Me too, and majorly piggin' out. I made a frozen pizza and ate half of it, then decided since the oven was hot... cinnamon rolls, lol.
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Old 12-06-2008, 05:51 PM
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DK, you mention being tempted but you don't act on it, do you realise how huge that is?
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Old 12-06-2008, 05:53 PM
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Yeah.. but I'm still sittin' here thinkin' about it...
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Old 12-06-2008, 05:55 PM
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Let's see... I can't eat anymore.. anyone know any good porn sites...?

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Old 12-06-2008, 06:00 PM
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Yeah.. but I'm still sittin' here thinkin' about it...
But you don't do it.

I can't think about it without doing it...after a while, but then again I am a binger. I can go 2 weeks without thinking about it.

When I do think about it I am in trouble.

Sometimes I can kill the thought off, sometimes not.

Do you expect to stop thinking about it cos you stopped doing it?
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Porn? You mean ladies with ankles showing?
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Old 12-06-2008, 06:08 PM
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But you don't do it.

I can't think about it without doing it...after a while, but then again I am a binger. I can go 2 weeks without thinking about it.

When I do think about it I am in trouble.

Sometimes I can kill the thought off, sometimes not.

Do you expect to stop thinking about it cos you stopped doing it?
I could easily drink two beers, get high and call it good...

For tonight...

But I'd want to do it tomorrow, and the next day, and the next...

I had actually gone several weeks giving it very little thought...
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Porn? You mean ladies with ankles showing?
LOL, I'm not sure that would do the trick...
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LOL, I'm not sure that would do the trick...
I find a well turned ankle with an appropriately slutty shoe can be.....


a foot in a shoe, like.
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Old 12-06-2008, 06:30 PM
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I could easily drink two beers, get high and call it good...

For tonight...

But I'd want to do it tomorrow, and the next day, and the next...


This is my problem now. I drank two nights in a row, and all I want to do now is leave and go buy a few beers. I did it at first because of a crappy week...Now it's all I think about. Ah...


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