Probably a stupid question...
It would seem that you have decided on the motives and intent of AA members regardless of what they say. If some AA members state that they believe “an actual deity, outside of oneself, needs to be tapped into” then they are the ones who are “actually more forthcoming”, while those who don’t have “bait and switch” motivations. I think that this may be an example of when other “life experiences” might be getting in the way of seeing the truth. You seem intent on finding an evangelical motivation regardless of what is actually stated.
BTW, I don’t think there is anything is wrong with “relying on gut (instincts), common sense (intellect), and life experiences (maturity)”. But don’t limit yourself to that. There was a time a few hundred years ago when instinct, intellect and life experience made it clear to nearly everyone, the world over, that the world was flat that and the sun, moon and stars circle us.
The AA literature on the other hand can be researched as a historical document, from which conclusions can be made about what motivated the authors to write what they did. This leads me to the conclusion that belief in an external, supernatural, monotheistic being is the goal of the 12 steps.
Perhaps you have not yet read the appendix from the book entitled “Spiritual Experience”. Here is a little of what it says. “The terms “spiritual experience” and “spiritual awakening” are used many times in this book which, upon careful reading, shows that the personality change sufficient to bring about recovery from alcoholism has manifested itself among us in many different forms….”
The book is full of examples that encourage the reader to find something… anything…. that will work for them as they do the 12 steps. This in fact is the great genius of the work, namely, that the program is spiritual, not religious.
First of all, recovery from alcoholism is the goal of the 12 steps. This is more than obvious, even to the most casual observer. You on the other hand, continue to see evangelism for specific set of theistic beliefs as the motivation for the 12 steps. This is the heart of the problem you are having, even with something as basic as this secular 12 step forum.
As far as evangelizing, the 12th step covers that too.
Perhaps you have not yet read the appendix from the book entitled “Spiritual Experience”. Here is a little of what it says. “The terms “spiritual experience” and “spiritual awakening” are used many times in this book which, upon careful reading, shows that the personality change sufficient to bring about recovery from alcoholism has manifested itself among us in many different forms….”
I'm not going to split hairs as to what is spiritual and what is religious. As a secularist, neither have any bearing in my recovery. But if I do find something, anything, that works for me I am not going to pray to it, as step 11 tells me to. Again, this is deification. I'm also not going to ask it to remove my shortcomings.
I struggled for years trying to find my Higher Power and watching my life flushing down the toilet all the while. Now that I feel I've found It, I feel at peace and in a much better position to work and rework the steps more thoroughly going forward.
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