We Refuse To Give Up!!! Dedicated by Vic To His Friend Denise
Originally Posted by aloneagainor
I love love love the positive hopefulness of this thread Vic. The birds are singing a cacophony of song here today, my beloved old Theo dog is here by my side (looks something like your atavar only rougher...farm dog material), and we're eager to begin this day on such a positive note. Happy to be alive. You know how the encourgement works. Peace and happiness...
Originally Posted by wingsfree
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh Vic....you're making me and with my new found red hair.....well...LOL...lots of red happening is all I can say, lordy.
Come on GANG out there, join us, it feels soooo good saying....
WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP
Come on try it........
Vic Denise
Come on GANG out there, join us, it feels soooo good saying....
WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP
Come on try it........
Vic Denise
Explanation of Dedication
The reason that I changed the title of the thread is because of Denise's post with the dog that Says "We Refuse to Give UP" the origional thread was titled "I Refuse To Give UP" When I thought of that I said I can not do it but WE can. So Denise We can do it and everyone else here on this thread "WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP!!!!!
Feeling Weak
Right now I am feeling really weak since I saw this person today. She is going to score on some dope. See it really isn't the dope that I miss it is the OMG I can not say things like that here. Anyway since I have seen her I have been struggling within me. I don't want to use or maybe that is a lie in itself, I DO WANT TO USE!!!! Why, well because if I use I won't have to be alone either. Is that a good enough reason NOPE but it is the one that always seems to take me back out. OK WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP...WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP ! WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP WE REFUSE
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Vic
Help me God right now for I am really weak, don't let me use, don't let me be in self. Help me right now to get out of self and grant me this right now. Have mercy and grace towards me please, I don't want to go back to the hell that I was in a week ago. Please help others that are struggling now, help them to realize that this is truly the only way. Help us Lord...Thanks
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Vic
Help me God right now for I am really weak, don't let me use, don't let me be in self. Help me right now to get out of self and grant me this right now. Have mercy and grace towards me please, I don't want to go back to the hell that I was in a week ago. Please help others that are struggling now, help them to realize that this is truly the only way. Help us Lord...Thanks
Vic....you're not WEAK......no way....stop thinking that way ok.
I really hate when that rotten little voice inside of us talks to us that way....it wants us to feel that way.....WE all know that, so tell it to take a hike and leave you alone.
You've been working real hard at this AGAIN, don't give into it....please don't, it will be the same crap all over again.
Stop and take some deep breaths....and yesssss your HP is there for you, stop and really let Him in, gotta slow your thinking down.
I really hate when that rotten little voice inside of us talks to us that way....it wants us to feel that way.....WE all know that, so tell it to take a hike and leave you alone.
You've been working real hard at this AGAIN, don't give into it....please don't, it will be the same crap all over again.
Stop and take some deep breaths....and yesssss your HP is there for you, stop and really let Him in, gotta slow your thinking down.
Just got back from my NA meeting and I did talk about it there. I don't know if it really helped but I am NOT going to use. Yes I really want to I think, but I also know that this too will pass. In our literature it says in the NA book, "You can't save your face and your a$$ at the same time." So I am here to tell you that I am saving my a$$ right now. I am going to get through this without using. The cravings will go away, but if I pick up, I won't be able to stop.
Thank you all for your support. I am glad that you all are here. I didn't think that anyone would even check the thread, but I am glad that you did. I know that WE can do this deal, and let me say it one more time "WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP!!!" So with that said....I love you all
Love Vic
Thank you all for your support. I am glad that you all are here. I didn't think that anyone would even check the thread, but I am glad that you did. I know that WE can do this deal, and let me say it one more time "WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP!!!" So with that said....I love you all
Love Vic
Originally Posted by 51anna
I am so glad you got through that Vic!
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Glad that you made it through that! Each time you make it through the urges, it makes you stronger to get through the next one. You build confidence that you can stay clean and it always feels really good to know that you beat an urge. Good for you, Vic!
Love,
Cheryl
Love,
Cheryl
Just as I sit here, and after making the post on probably time to go. I feel clouded! Not sure which way to go here, but here I am again. Not wanting to go, but yet feeling as if I am a hypercrite. I guess that my problem is not only me, but I am so sick of giving in. Yes I do want perminant sobriety, and yet I fear that this isn't my destination. I guess that after each relapse that I am doing, the less hope that I have that this deal is going to work for me. Or maybe it is that I am not truly willing to work for it. Don't know! Anyway today I am clean as I was yesterday. I have a to go now. Hope all have a good day. Feeling really down right now that is all that I do know. Maybe it isn't for me? Have to go my little girl just signed in on messenger!
dont do anything you will regret in the morning! <<(advise for the day)
Vic
I am back and ready today is day 2 again. WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP!! Well, most of us are there right? I mean even when we go back out, we always come back. Thanks for being here.
Vic
Vic
Originally Posted by 2dayzmuse
Only if we're one of the lucky ones Vic. No all of us make it back. It's scary...
Love Vic
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Denise))))))))) )))))))))))))))))))))))))))
I hope you're OK...I have to go to a meeting now but I want us to remember one thing OK WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP!!!!!
I hope you're OK...I have to go to a meeting now but I want us to remember one thing OK WE REFUSE TO GIVE UP!!!!!
Yesterday or should I say that last night was hard on me emotionally, and dealing with feelings. I hope that it will be OK. I have chose to stay here and continue my journey, I might even have me a new puppy . Anyway I REFUSE TO GIVE UP today, and I am going to have a good day regardless of what people may think or say about me. I don't care, they don't own me or my recovery.
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