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Kath..... Laci..... Lee/Justme57 Day 1005 Little Missy Day 725 Sobriety1st Tonya Day 73 Luckyv2/Vic Day 63 LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 887 Miss Communicat/MC Day 233 Mrswoogie day 95 Nogard/Kevin Day 433 1_day@_a_time Day 1479 Paper dolls day 236 Phinneas Day 649 Time2Surrender Day 428 True Blue/Janet Day 56 2dayz Day 752 AAFreeportPA day 1005 Alera Day 292 Amymarie DAY 40 Arura Day 31 Ash..... Bonnie Day 1291 Cathy31 121 days Denise/Wingsfree.... JaySee Day 676 Jhana ...hi all, still here and not drinking today! (new name) Hope4life/Cheryl....Glad to be sober today! In Memorium: Trish (((Miracle))) Forever with us. |
.........(((Vic)))............x |
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Originally Posted by wingsfree ain't gonna quit today.......cha cha cha. (((DQs))) Lets Go, One Two, cha cha cha:wiggle::wiggle::wiggle: |
Three, four, cha cha cha...:banana: :banana: :banana: |
Five six cha cha cha, :HulaDance :HulaDance :HulaDance Morning all still not Quitting. cha cha cha...! |
Kath..... Laci..... Lee/Justme57 Day 1006 Little Missy Day 726 Sobriety1st Tonya Day 74 Luckyv2/Vic Day 64 LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 888 Miss Communicat/MC Day 234 Mrswoogie day 96 Nogard/Kevin Day 434 1_day@_a_time Day 1480 Paper dolls day 237 Phinneas Day 650 Time2Surrender Day 429 True Blue/Janet Day 57 2dayz Day 753 AAFreeportPA day 1006 Alera Day 293 Amymarie DAY 41 Arura Day 32 Ash..... Bonnie Day 1292 Cathy31 122 days Denise/Wingsfree.... JaySee Day 677 Jhana ...hi all, still here and not drinking today! (new name) Hope4life/Cheryl....Glad to be sober today! In Memorium: Trish (((Miracle))) Forever with us. |
Keep doing that sober dance ((Gang)) |
Well that didnt last long...! got some bad news check ladys forum...! But it was instant i coud'nt stop myself...! Im pi$$ed now n going for it tonight...! ive had enough for today, i wanted to stay sober but when i heard i might have a tumor i just leapt for the bottle...! panic...! SORRY, SORRY, SORRY SORRY,SORRY SORRY...ECT. ect.ect...! Oh god im on one now..~~~...! :bigcry |
AAAaarrrggghhh,....!......... After all that why this...? |
Originally Posted by Arura Oh god im on one now..~~~...! medical issues are terrifying for most or all of us, but often times the results are are more positive than all we fear.... AS FOR DAY 1, I have been there a few times myself,:dunno and the worst thing to do is not follow it with a day two... Stay on the bus with us, you want to and you can, Take care and check in often, we need you here ya know!!!! PS Vic has a special seat belt he used to loan me....:bus (((DQs))) Hang on, no quitting today |
Many of us are guilty of falling into the relapse trap. Like Ash said, quit now. Don't let it develop into a days on binge. Learn from it and make some changes. That is all you can do at this point. Let us know how you are and check in. We are here for you to show support. We will help you get through your medical scare. Find strength... |
(((((Arura))))) I'm with Ash and LeAnne on this....quit now, I've done it over and over and over again, like so many others here...get back up as fast as you can. Yep we panic when something upsets us, especially medical issues. I will tell you something, I have two large tumors living inside of me, they've been there for years, I paniced also, but drinking isn't the answer, all it does is aggravate the situation, which we all know. You have your sober days that you worked hard on putting together, let them add up again, do what you have to do to get back on track kiddo. ((((((((Don't Quitters)))))))))) not quitting |
((((Arura))))) You are not the only one to do this relapse thing and you won't be the last one to do it either. That is just the way it is, if this was really easy to do, then there would be a lot more people with more sobriety than newcomers. The newcomers are the most important person at any meeting! You are important, and we love you. The used to tell me that they would love me until I could love myself! This still holds true. Just For Today, WE NEVER have to use again. Even with what I went through the last few days, I have not used, it hasn't been easy but it is doable somedays are easier than others. So be grateful for the hard days because they won't last. Love Vic :hug: |
Thanks Vic, im back on the horse today, but im still abit shocked :frown: I must of tryed hundreds of times to come off others things ,why did i think drink be to any different...? SO, JUST FOR TODAY IM NOT QUITTING.! Ohh n its back to square one again. |
Never give up. Back to square one. It is much better than day 2 of drinking. The last time I drank, it turned into a 9 day binge. I was crazed and couldn't stop. I drank morning, afternoon and night. I drank more and more. It about killed me. I don't know how it happened. Well, I do...it started with that first drink, but I never imagined where it would lead me. That is the scary part of alcoholism. You never know where the insanity will take you. And it usually isn't good. I'm glad you are back. How's you head? Ughh!! |
Im so Grateful i was'nt completly slaughtered, as i would have a migrane aswell this morning...! so not worth having a drink . Your so right about were it can take you...Luckily i was with my bf n some kind friends...which helped as if i had went out god knows what would of happedned,jails,instituions, oh yer n death...!wakeing up somewhere i dont even remember getting to...? What a WOLLY i am. But thankfuly im O.K, thanks Muze....I feel really stupid though...! |
Kath..... Laci..... Lee/Justme57 Day 1007 Little Missy Day 727 Sobriety1st Tonya Day 75 Luckyv2/Vic Day 65 LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 889 Miss Communicat/MC Day 235 Mrswoogie day 97 Nogard/Kevin Day 435 1_day@_a_time Day 1481 Paper dolls day 238 Phinneas Day 651 Time2Surrender Day 430 True Blue/Janet Day 58 2dayz Day 754 AAFreeportPA day 1007 Alera Day 294 Amymarie DAY 42 Arura Day 2 Ash..... Bonnie Day 1293 Cathy31 123 days Denise/Wingsfree.... JaySee Day 678 Jhana ...hi all, still here and not drinking today! (new name) Hope4life/Cheryl....Glad to be sober today! In Memorium: Trish (((Miracle))) Forever with us. ASH PS Vic has a special seat belt he used to loan me.... |
Arura :Val004: I'm so happy you're back as well. |
((Arura)) I replied to your post on the alcoholism forum. Chin up girl and no drinking today!! Read the Don't Quit poem!! That is life. I think you posted somewhere, After all that why this? (or something like that) I have had that feeling a lot. Like life is one big joke on me. Like the Big Guy looks down and says, "HAHAHAHAHAHA, let's see how she handles this one!!!!!" Everything I go through, there is a lesson there to be learned. It is a time for growth. I have actually met some situations with a little humility, dignity and some grace. Who would have thought!?! You are just at the beginning of your situation. How do you want to meet this challenge, with humility, dignity, and grace, or drunk out of your mind? Actually, I was grateful I was sober so I could have the surgery to correct the problem. I didn't think they would remove my parts if I was drunk, I may have bled to death. LOL I also sang that song Que sa ra, sa ra (can't spell it, hehe) whatever will be, will be. It seems to keep popping into my head. But I don't know any more of the words and the ones I knew just kept going. I'd just shake my head, and laugh!! When you are upset, you post on here. Get your thoughts out and let us help you. It works for me!! No Quitting for me today!! |
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