Day 42 and someone noticed a good change!
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Day 42 and someone noticed a good change! 
Feeling good today. My family threw a birthday party for me last night and brought lots of food! My grandparents gave me the most beautiful card and the words touched me so much, that I cried at the table. The card said that no matter what bumps I had to face, I never quit trying. They told me that they believe in me. Wow, such powerful words and it just made a huge difference for me. I was also told that they are seeing a big change in my life!! I know in my heart that I have came a long way. I know that it does get even better than this. I'm holding on and continuing to move forward.
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You know, it is kind of sad to read the beginning parts of my thread, "It's Not Over Yet" because I can still feel the pain that I wrote in those words. I was so lost and now I can look back and say, "you know, I could have done that differently." But , I guess that in essence, recovery is about learning new ways.
I no longer beat myself up for past actions because I was only a pawn of the addiction.
I am free today. It took A LONG time for me to find that freedom, but I have grabbed on to it today.
For 42 days straight! A miracle, no less.
I no longer beat myself up for past actions because I was only a pawn of the addiction.
I am free today. It took A LONG time for me to find that freedom, but I have grabbed on to it today.
For 42 days straight! A miracle, no less.
You're doing great, Hope...keep up the good work.
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