nevermind

I'm having so many problems....I want it.... and I want it NOW!!

I have done everything I know to do to get through this including a meeting.........


BUT...

Why won't it go away??


Am I just doomed or a hopeless case of addiction????

I can't get out of it!!!!

sherbear5104

This will pass. It's just a feeling. You are doing right by coming here. I hate when that drug calls out to me. When it does, I pray. It's not easy, but it can be done. Do you have a sponsor you can call?

Little Missy

Drop to your knees and pray!! That always works for me. Ask for the desire to use to be removed. Don't let it consume your thoughts. Go clean something, call another addict, be of service, keep posting here!!

Hang in there, this too shall pass!!

Done_With_It

I'm sorry your having a tough time. I can relate, my day today has messed with my head and I want to call my dealer so bad it physically hurts somehow. I can feel it.

Just go through it. If you go through this feeling it will pass. If you give in and use it will not pass.

Hang Tough.

sherbear5104

Words of wisdom, Done. I like the last 2, Hang Tough! Hang on nevermind. Here's my hand.....

velvet

They're all right...as usual...Try to get doing something to keep your mind off it. I know that's easier said than done. Go for a run. Running seems to take alot of stress out. Or if you can't run...long walk..away from phone, contacts.

Little Missy

OOPS, Guess I should have said, "Call another recovering addict."

Hope you're doing ok. We're still here!!

Time2Surrender

Been there many times. Went back out many times when I thought was overwelmed by the obsession. Then I figured it wasnt my obession to use, I simply was not done. Once I made a decision I was done, the desire to stay clean was more powerful than my desire to use. I surrendered. I hit my knees, I prayed. I hit meetings, and more meetings. I surrounded myself with people in recovery. I called people. I made a vow to never forget how I felt the last day I used. When that last rock was gone. The hopelessness I felt that day. How misersble I was. I do not ever wanna feel that way again. When the thought of using enters my mind, I quickly play it through. I know what will happen. I cannot use without losing control of everything in my life. I dont wanna use anymore. And the cool part is I dont have to. The longer I am clean the better I feel and the more I enjoy my life. There is no way I am giving this up. Hang in there, your doing the right thing by coming here. I hope you stayed clean. It does get easier each time you get through the urges without using. And dont hesitate to call someone.

Max Oblivia

No, Feel like **** powder. I understand your craving but!!! Your not going to like it after the first hit. Your going to say "why did I go get this" Your not going to sleep well tonight. You will chase it, it wont be there. You will feel bad for the next three days. You wont be sharp, you wont be your best for the people that love you and need you. Youll wear out your kleenex box. Maybe you could just say NEVERMIND!! Feel like **** powder YUK...

nevermind

LOL, that was me alright.

nevermind

I made it through the craving and i am much stronger for the next one.


i'm glad for the day I found this site . Everyone has been so great to me.

Little Missy

Great job!! I'm so happy for you!!

Max Oblivia

Im so happy cause today I found my friends their in my head,
and so are you. Way to make it thru. Been There..
Feel like **** powder YUK

sherbear5104

Glad to hear you made it through, nevermind.