Dead Poet

!One drink is too much, and a 1,000 are not enough!

I liked that a lot...--anyway, in this process of using, I've forgotten who I really am..............anyone have any suggestions on what I can do?

Does it get better and clearer when you are SOBER??

Thanks, I'll be here if anyone needs, I just watched DRUNKS....good movie, but mAYbe not that good to watch on night of day 2 sober....I wanted something sooo bad, i sat through one craving, thinking about the end result and how exactly I feel after I use. Then I thought about my future and how it won't even happen if I continue...and then I thought OMG i don't even care..about anything..especially myself.

So, maybe I need to figure out who I am I thought, but I don't know how to do that.?

Thanks-
Love B

Midas

Finding out who you really are, is part of the recovery process. Once you put Dr. Jekyl away, the Mr./Ms. Hyde in you can manifest. If you happen to be a musician too, we're always trying to find ourselves...LOL.

A popular motto in AA is "It may not get any easier, but it DOES get BETTER."

nocellphone

I found out who I really am through working the !2 Steps of recovery. Before that, I was hopelessly lost...

CarolD

As you are still in de tox...this is not the time for deep thinking.

Read the AA Promises for hope.
They have all come true for me...and for countless others I know.

Blessings...

Dead Poet

haha thanks carol....yeah i should have thought about that, I mean, I was just down, and 'didn't know why'.....today i feel much better. Very weird mood swings but I'm taking it one step at a time