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Old 08-22-2005, 05:01 PM
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I FINALLY admit I am pretty messed up, and I am having stuff delivered any minute. It has been a week since and I cannot wait. Grad school starts next week and I am FREAKING out because it is my last year and I love it so much that I am already having anxiety about it ending. I am STILL getting over my ex of 5 years who I broke up with last fall when I started school and moved in with him with a promise we would get engaged. So much for that. Second love ruined, and then I started doing everything I never thought I would. I have always loved life but recently whenever I am loving it, someone or something negative comes along and I feel defeated. The guy I recently started dating thinks I am officially crazy and stopped calling. I forgot to refill my prozac for a week and started feeling wierd and started doubling my ritalin. Am I sharing too much? I am scared to be found here.
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Old 08-22-2005, 05:03 PM
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Old 08-22-2005, 05:06 PM
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I didn't but I am here because I am started to get scared. I know I am at a cross roads - right now I just want to talk through it, and obviously don't want lectures...
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Old 08-22-2005, 05:11 PM
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No, no lectures. I been at the crossroads myself, a time or two. Active addiction is scarey. If I can help you, I gladly will. I'm an addict too. And, welcome to SR.Glad your here.
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Old 08-22-2005, 05:16 PM
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Thanks Trish. Are these boards safe to post on?
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Old 08-22-2005, 05:16 PM
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Old 08-22-2005, 05:19 PM
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Hi contradiction,

Welcome to SR, glad you found us. Please post away and have a good look around, you will find lots that applies to you in some way.

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Old 08-22-2005, 05:27 PM
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Welcome to Sober Recovery, Contradiction! LoL. Almost typed ''Welcome to Contradiction"...

The boards are generally safe. However, if you are concerned about ''being found out'', be selective in your degree of disclosure. We won't turn you in to the authorities or lecture you. Most of us are our own worst critics--fully capable of lecturing ourselves into ad nauseum. Bleah.

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Old 08-22-2005, 05:31 PM
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Hello, Contradiction--Welcome to SR! Glad you found us. Definitely no lectures here. We all know that lecturing will do no good. You won't stop until you are really ready, no matter what anyone else says or does. I hope you will keep posting and let us know how you are doing.

We're here for you.

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