2 weeks
2 weeks
today was my second week clean and it wasnt an easy day for me. but i thought about what my dad told me if one day at a time is to much take it a hour at a time or even one min at a time. thats how im getting bye.
Its been 2 weeks for me as well.
Today was the day that I thought for sure that I would end up drinking. It took some effort to get home from work without stopping in at the usual bar.
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day is a victory.
I know that I haven't mastered this yet. Every day I fight with myself to keep from drinking. I keep thinking that a couple of drinks won't hurt...except I know that I've never been able to stop at just 1 or 2.
Today was the day that I thought for sure that I would end up drinking. It took some effort to get home from work without stopping in at the usual bar.
Every second, every minute, every hour, every day is a victory.
I know that I haven't mastered this yet. Every day I fight with myself to keep from drinking. I keep thinking that a couple of drinks won't hurt...except I know that I've never been able to stop at just 1 or 2.
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Tiptoe, hang in there. You got it, sometimes it's one hour or one minute at a time and through these hours and minutes we make days. This is how it all comes together. We have it in us to recover, open the door and let your light shine in. We're always here for you thru everything, good and bad.
Hugs,
Hope
Hugs,
Hope
Hey tip toe....my name is Josi and I just wanted to congratulate you on 2 weeks. Every day you will feel better. It has been five months for me and I am amazed at the renewal.
Keep working..every minute if you have to...it WILL get better.
Keep working..every minute if you have to...it WILL get better.
Great tiptoe...
...yep...one day, hour, or minute at a time. Otherwise it don't work.
anomie, you said, "I know I haven't mastered this yet."
You never will. It is not something that can be mastered...when you think you have, THAT'S when you'll drink again. It's a sneaky little bastard and LOVES to catch us getting complacent...then WHAM...we wake up hung over wondering where the hell that came from. A daily reprieve, that's all...no mastery.
BubbaBob
anomie, you said, "I know I haven't mastered this yet."
You never will. It is not something that can be mastered...when you think you have, THAT'S when you'll drink again. It's a sneaky little bastard and LOVES to catch us getting complacent...then WHAM...we wake up hung over wondering where the hell that came from. A daily reprieve, that's all...no mastery.
BubbaBob
my meeting was really good i met some great people and im going tonight as well. it feels good to know that people care!!! because they do and not for some other reason then that!!!!!! im looking forward to all my new friend ( i should really say my new family)
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Join Date: Dec 2003
Location: N.Y. N.Y
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Keep up the good work Brittany,
I think you can go the distance here. One day at a time. You have already showed me that you have wisdom beyond your years. Stay in touch with me and I will help you any way that I can. AA and the 12 steps really work!
I think you can go the distance here. One day at a time. You have already showed me that you have wisdom beyond your years. Stay in touch with me and I will help you any way that I can. AA and the 12 steps really work!
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