feel like crap
one of many
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Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Ellisville, FL
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feel like crap
Well I lost my clean time last night. 3 1/2 months gone, poof. It's a powerful reminder to me that I am powerless over my addiction. I'm gonna pick up a white keytag today, I don't want to give up and stop working this program. Thanks for letting me share.
Chris
Chris
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Join Date: May 2004
Location: east coast
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Originally Posted by CAPTAINZING2000
Chris,
the important thing is not to give up. Takes a man to admit he made a mistake. I think, that's why so many people don't make it back.
The doors are always open.
the important thing is not to give up. Takes a man to admit he made a mistake. I think, that's why so many people don't make it back.
The doors are always open.
Sherry
I choose to live
Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: Antwerp (Belgium)
Posts: 390
Maybe it's time indeed to kill your roommate... 
No skunkape...Truely...I'm glad you're back...Keep posting...You can do it...!
I'm glad you're here...
Don't go shooting yourself...
But be glad you have the courage to start all over again..
I wish you a lot of strenght...Love from $tef@nie...
No skunkape...Truely...I'm glad you're back...Keep posting...You can do it...!
I'm glad you're here...
Don't go shooting yourself...
But be glad you have the courage to start all over again..
I wish you a lot of strenght...Love from $tef@nie...
Psalm 118:24
Join Date: Nov 2004
Location: ILLINOIS
Posts: 15,203
additon
Chris,
sad thing is, we gain from your pain. If you'd have came on here posting they got a new drug like th Huey Lewis song you'd have had to take orders. I'm the most up beat person I know. Once in a while, not often I feel the blues. Feeling bad is good. Why you ask? If I never feel bad, i sure as HE!! wont appreciate the all the good days GOD gives me.
Just remember, let someone else come back in next time. You tried it and you learned by it and so did we
sad thing is, we gain from your pain. If you'd have came on here posting they got a new drug like th Huey Lewis song you'd have had to take orders. I'm the most up beat person I know. Once in a while, not often I feel the blues. Feeling bad is good. Why you ask? If I never feel bad, i sure as HE!! wont appreciate the all the good days GOD gives me.
Just remember, let someone else come back in next time. You tried it and you learned by it and so did we
Tobi
Join Date: Jan 2005
Location: Mastic, New York
Posts: 100
yes! yes! yes! to what everyone else said, Welcome back, and I admire your courage for coming back and sharing. As Captainzing said, we learn from your experience, just as you can learn from ours. What you cant do alone Chris, we can do together... Huggggs to you. Keep coming back!!!
one of many
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Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Ellisville, FL
Posts: 200
Thanks for the kind words everyone,
I got a taste of sobriety and I want more. If I give up and stop going to meetings and stop everything that I've done then I'm through, I might as well hang it all up. I'm going to do 90 in 90 again. I'm going to get more phone numbers and I'm going to get a Sponsor. I guess the suggestions are there for a reason huh?
Chris
I got a taste of sobriety and I want more. If I give up and stop going to meetings and stop everything that I've done then I'm through, I might as well hang it all up. I'm going to do 90 in 90 again. I'm going to get more phone numbers and I'm going to get a Sponsor. I guess the suggestions are there for a reason huh?
Chris
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Join Date: Aug 2004
Location: somewhere
Posts: 3,384
Welcome back Chris. Never give up on sobriety. You may have picked up but you did not lose everything you learned in your 3 and a half months. The numbers are just a thing, it is what we do in those numbers that matter. Hang in there. Takes lots of courage to come back and you just made a huge step.
Hope
Hope
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Oklahoma
Posts: 730
Thanks for sharing Chris. I didn't have the guts to tell when I fell. I admire you for that. Glad to hear that you aren't giving up, it sucks going back to day one. You won't be the last. Keep coming back and let us know how everything is going.
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Join Date: Jan 2005
Location: Encinitas, CA
Posts: 3
Big Guts yay! :congrats you're back... good for you and the doors are always open.
Tip: Ego + Ego = 'separate from'
Ego - Ego = 'part of'
It was my Ego that kept me in relapse mode. Self-will run riot. That used to be me. A new pair of glasses is a good book - I learned about my ego there.
Tip: Ego + Ego = 'separate from'
Ego - Ego = 'part of'
It was my Ego that kept me in relapse mode. Self-will run riot. That used to be me. A new pair of glasses is a good book - I learned about my ego there.
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Join Date: Jan 2005
Location: NELSON NZ
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Hi Chris
I've just had a relapase that lasted 3 months, i did have 4 1\2 months up then it went up in smoke literally, just back to day 5 clean now, hang in there mate an keep up with the meetings i'll be doing the same.
Arohanui
Nuts
I've just had a relapase that lasted 3 months, i did have 4 1\2 months up then it went up in smoke literally, just back to day 5 clean now, hang in there mate an keep up with the meetings i'll be doing the same.
Arohanui
Nuts
doing the inside job
Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: planet happy
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Keep coming back NO MATTER WHAT
poof 11 years.lol
hot damn... here I am
Another bonus, bonus day in paradize.
it is also suggested that when jumping out of an airplane
to have a paracute.
yep, COURAGE
poof 11 years.lol
hot damn... here I am
Another bonus, bonus day in paradize.
it is also suggested that when jumping out of an airplane
to have a paracute.
yep, COURAGE
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