Feeling angry today.
Thank you ToughChoices, I have tried the serenity but I knew that getting sober would have some rage and chaos attached to it because I had been drinking for so long that there is a ton of buried emotion to resurface. I also know this because I had managed 20 months of sobriety years ago and fell off the wagon. Luckily I have this forum where you and others understand. I also reached out to my brother who knows everyone as well and he has had 20 years of intense therapy to give me some good advice. Thank you for writing in to me. It really helped.
Thank you Viking. It is so true. I know I have to stay in my business and not others. I know that just trying to do what is right for me is the answer. I feel lucky to come here though to have a rant. I really appreciate all of the responses from you and others. It really helps. It's a day later and I do feel less irritated about it.
DriGuy,
yes! There is no way anyone could have got me to stop drinking until I was ready to myself. However, most of my people didn't see my drinking as a problem. I just knew that it was time to quit. Just like my family members, they will have to decide if they want to quit.
yes! There is no way anyone could have got me to stop drinking until I was ready to myself. However, most of my people didn't see my drinking as a problem. I just knew that it was time to quit. Just like my family members, they will have to decide if they want to quit.
DriGuy,
Oh wow- That is amazing that a stranger could point it out and not your friends. With significant others that have no experience with alcoholism they have no idea. I knew I had an issue with drinking for a very very long time and I also knew because of growing up the way that I did. So although I had quit several times throughout my life it was only a matter of time. I hope I remain on this path. I think that every time I fall off the wagon I am now distinctly aware that the path leads exactly back to the same place.
Oh wow- That is amazing that a stranger could point it out and not your friends. With significant others that have no experience with alcoholism they have no idea. I knew I had an issue with drinking for a very very long time and I also knew because of growing up the way that I did. So although I had quit several times throughout my life it was only a matter of time. I hope I remain on this path. I think that every time I fall off the wagon I am now distinctly aware that the path leads exactly back to the same place.
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