Hey everyone - I am back and trying again
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Day 11 finished.
Feeling good, not had many cravings really, more idealistic "wouldn't it be nice to have a drink'. Just my AV talking, I recognise it and disregard. That isn't the true me speaking, the one who wants to be free.
Today was a big day, every Thursday there is a free bar at the office. I was up there with a soft drink, I had no temptation at all. I hope something has finally clicked in my mind because I was watching people drink, and it was like how someone would feel if you saw someone eating prawns, and you hated prawns. There was just nothing there, no want, no desire. I doubt this feeling will persist, I am sure there will be times when I will be really wanting a drink, but I will deal with that when it comes, one day at a time.
Feeling good, not had many cravings really, more idealistic "wouldn't it be nice to have a drink'. Just my AV talking, I recognise it and disregard. That isn't the true me speaking, the one who wants to be free.
Today was a big day, every Thursday there is a free bar at the office. I was up there with a soft drink, I had no temptation at all. I hope something has finally clicked in my mind because I was watching people drink, and it was like how someone would feel if you saw someone eating prawns, and you hated prawns. There was just nothing there, no want, no desire. I doubt this feeling will persist, I am sure there will be times when I will be really wanting a drink, but I will deal with that when it comes, one day at a time.
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Originally Posted by Dee74 
Day 11 is great!
You're right there will probably be testing times ahead but you have time enough to plan and be ready for them rather than let them ambush you?
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You're right there will probably be testing times ahead but you have time enough to plan and be ready for them rather than let them ambush you?
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Originally Posted by Quitorelse
Welcome Back Primativo!
I have been in and out of here so many times that it probably makes people dizzy! I am on day three today and just wanted to say I really enjoyed your post! Way to go!!!!
I have been in and out of here so many times that it probably makes people dizzy! I am on day three today and just wanted to say I really enjoyed your post! Way to go!!!!
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