New here... want to know if I have a drinking problem
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Hard to describe the physical sensation. Lightness, almost a pins and needles feeling. Definitely a deep sense of anxiety, a feeling that says, hey, a drink will put an end to this! Not fun. But it could be worse.
When I feel like this, I go read or watch videos on how alcohol damages you.
When I feel like this, I go read or watch videos on how alcohol damages you.
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Ironically, the hard stuff in the cabinet belongs to my son's girlfriend, who keeps it here becasue her father is an ex-addict and refuses it to be allowed in his house.
I am also on Zoloft (the generic sertraline) and after I got sober, it allowed my med to work as it should since I wasn't drinking a depressant every day. Within a few months my depression had lifted considerably.
No. No idea when they close. Also the kitchen is still full of booze because other people in the house drink. I figure if I cannot control myself with it in the house, how could I control myself at a restaurant?
Ironically, the hard stuff in the cabinet belongs to my son's girlfriend, who keeps it here becasue her father is an ex-addict and refuses it to be allowed in his house.
Ironically, the hard stuff in the cabinet belongs to my son's girlfriend, who keeps it here becasue her father is an ex-addict and refuses it to be allowed in his house.
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Good to hear. It makes me very unhappy to go read online that Zoloft and other SSRIs are apparently rendered useless by booze. Not one doctor ever told me this. They know I drank, they know I took this drug. Not a word. Have to find it out on my own. grrrrrrrrrrr
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I know the booze can affect the Zoloft function, so I am hopeful that I'll see an effect. I'm on a low dose, and my feeling has always been that it seems to take the edge off, but it has never prevented me from still seeing most everything in a negative light.
Actually I'd love to get off Zoloft too, but the few times I titrated down, s l o w l y.... I still felt awful. Brain zaps and GI issues.
That's another subject. I was diagnosed with IBS after many invasive tests over the years revealed nothing wrong with my guts... but they've been in a state of chaos ever since we will lived for a while in SE Asia and my wife and I ate something there (picked up a tropical sprue, probably) that changed our digestive systems forever, and not for the better. Hoping the removal of booze as an irritant helps make that situation better too. The Zoloft does seem to help regulate the IBS.
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Sometimes when I would do my nightly waking up at 2 or 3 AM, my esophogus would really be letting me hear it - depending on what I drank. Wine or hard stuff could be really bad. And every time, I would think of my favorite author/journalist Christopher Hitchens, who drank like a fish and died young from esophogal cancer. Always scared me, always made me say "no more." But come next evening.... well you know how it goes.
As of 9:30PM tonight I will have hit 1 week.
Right now I am craving big time. But I craved yesterday and won, and I'll win again today.
As of 9:30PM tonight I will have hit 1 week.
Right now I am craving big time. But I craved yesterday and won, and I'll win again today.
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Welcome Lerxst,
I relate to a great deal you’ve shared. Always wine, always in the evening, the antsy feeling about having a plan and supply, and the anxiety. It was only once I quit that things got so much better…my endless indigestion is gone, and my peace of mind returned. It takes a bit, but is so worth it.
One thing that really helped me early one was a change in routine. Since I cooked and drank on an empty stomach after work, I had leftovers ready to eat immediately when I got home. I started walking in the evenings. I bowled(?!) on the weekends. Anything to break up the ritual I so strongly associated with having a drink.
I figured out, as it seems you are, that the answer to the question, “Am I an alcoholic?” can be irrelevant. I had a problem that got worse over time, and had I continued to drink I would have kept sliding down that slope. Exactly where you are on the spectrum of problem drinking is less important than the fact that you have an opportunity to make a change.
I’ve not made it through the whole thread yet, so apologies for repeat advice.
Best wishes to you,
-bora
I relate to a great deal you’ve shared. Always wine, always in the evening, the antsy feeling about having a plan and supply, and the anxiety. It was only once I quit that things got so much better…my endless indigestion is gone, and my peace of mind returned. It takes a bit, but is so worth it.
One thing that really helped me early one was a change in routine. Since I cooked and drank on an empty stomach after work, I had leftovers ready to eat immediately when I got home. I started walking in the evenings. I bowled(?!) on the weekends. Anything to break up the ritual I so strongly associated with having a drink.
I figured out, as it seems you are, that the answer to the question, “Am I an alcoholic?” can be irrelevant. I had a problem that got worse over time, and had I continued to drink I would have kept sliding down that slope. Exactly where you are on the spectrum of problem drinking is less important than the fact that you have an opportunity to make a change.
I’ve not made it through the whole thread yet, so apologies for repeat advice.
Best wishes to you,
-bora
One week is awesome Lerxst. Don't drink shyte to mellow out that tastes like shyte. That's my vote.
Going to be an interesting weekend here in MN. Snow, freezing rain, ice storms and thunderstorms. Gotta love MN.
My grill is lit and some whole tilapia are roasting nicely.
I hope your weekend is peaceful and healthy.
Going to be an interesting weekend here in MN. Snow, freezing rain, ice storms and thunderstorms. Gotta love MN.
My grill is lit and some whole tilapia are roasting nicely.
I hope your weekend is peaceful and healthy.
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