Well I've hit s new low
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Well I've hit s new low
esrrested. Given a court summons. First thing I did was shoplifted mouthwash and hand sanitizer.
This feels like bottom. Only way to to from here is up. I'm going to finish the hand sanitizer and start applying for some jobs. A drunk guy said yesterday as Ieft the station "2022 is gonna be your year". Maybe he's right.
This feels like bottom. Only way to to from here is up. I'm going to finish the hand sanitizer and start applying for some jobs. A drunk guy said yesterday as Ieft the station "2022 is gonna be your year". Maybe he's right.
esrrested. Given a court summons. First thing I did was shoplifted mouthwash and hand sanitizer.
This feels like bottom. Only way to to from here is up. I'm going to finish the hand sanitizer and start applying for some jobs. A drunk guy said yesterday as Ieft the station "2022 is gonna be your year". Maybe he's right.
This feels like bottom. Only way to to from here is up. I'm going to finish the hand sanitizer and start applying for some jobs. A drunk guy said yesterday as Ieft the station "2022 is gonna be your year". Maybe he's right.
I hope you can start making the decisions you need to make 2022 "your year".
Please find a way FF. It really is the only option. Don't go back. Look forward and make that firm decision. Drunk life is never any good and it only gets worse mate, it's a progressive condition. Find all the strength and courage that you can and look for sober support in your area. You can do this!!! Please do.
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The bottom is usually death if you are a true alcoholic. So dont think you cant go any further down because you certainly can.
If I were you I'd make long term sobriety my number 1 priority.. I'd consider rehab, whatever it takes!
If I were you I'd make long term sobriety my number 1 priority.. I'd consider rehab, whatever it takes!
Jail is one way to get sober, and death is another.
I think you need more of a solution then applying for a job at this point freedom—some sort of inpatient treatment and outside support to a much deeper level than you have now. If you need to get on waiting lists, etc., do so, and don’t dismiss it as impossible. Maybe ask your parents to help you in this process?
I think you need more of a solution then applying for a job at this point freedom—some sort of inpatient treatment and outside support to a much deeper level than you have now. If you need to get on waiting lists, etc., do so, and don’t dismiss it as impossible. Maybe ask your parents to help you in this process?
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FF, You were part of our class and doing well. Shocking to read this. Can you tell us why you decided to shop lift ? Was it under influence?
And please put the hand sanitizer down, it contains dangerous chemicals. Even a drop of Methanol can cause permanent blindness as it damages the optic nerves. We keep reading horror stories about this in the news. Please...
And please put the hand sanitizer down, it contains dangerous chemicals. Even a drop of Methanol can cause permanent blindness as it damages the optic nerves. We keep reading horror stories about this in the news. Please...
I really hope that you can talk to your parents and organise to do inpatient treatment at a rehab. I really think you need it dear FF. I think you need to learn to love yourself and to value your life. I think that is where change lies. I know that is where hope is. ❤️
FF, the title of your post is "Well I've hit a new low" and yet you have future plans to drink hand sanitizer. You haven't quite hit the new low yet if those are your plans.
C'mon man, dump that crap down the drain, for f... sake.
C'mon man, dump that crap down the drain, for f... sake.
FF - I'm sorry for the painful time you're going through, but glad you posted.
This absolutely can be the end of the nightmare. I had some awful things happen just before I quit forever. 15 yrs. later, I still have never forgotten the horror of what I put myself through. It can end now. We are here to help.
This absolutely can be the end of the nightmare. I had some awful things happen just before I quit forever. 15 yrs. later, I still have never forgotten the horror of what I put myself through. It can end now. We are here to help.
I’m sorry for what happened FF.
I think you need to act to save your life now man.
Real decisive action is needed.
I hope you mean ‘finish with’ rather than finish, otherwise you’ll find you still have even farther to fall
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I think you need to act to save your life now man.
Real decisive action is needed.
I hope you mean ‘finish with’ rather than finish, otherwise you’ll find you still have even farther to fall
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