I go to AA which has been great for me, our founder asked for a drink of whiskey on hos death bed. He didn't get it lol but he asked for it. So i like to stay humble in the face of this addiction stuff.
Humility has it's place. I use it to keep sight of my vulnerabilities. I will never choose to drink again, but I will not forget that I have vulnerabilities, so I will always avoid situations where I am at risk. I cannot choose when I will die, but I can choose to do so without getting drunk. The very idea is abhorrent to me. I quit drinking. I don't want another drink, ever.