What I don’t miss about drinking alcohol by FREE2b
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What I don’t miss about drinking alcohol by FREE2b
Today I don’t miss the dread of not knowing how much I’ll consume, which was inevitably WAY MORE than I was determined to.
Example. Intended to drink ONE glass of wine, having THREE, chasing those with sneaking nips (5) from hard liquor bottles and puking the next morning.
Example. Intended to drink ONE glass of wine, having THREE, chasing those with sneaking nips (5) from hard liquor bottles and puking the next morning.
I don’t miss the foggy, anxiety ridden mornings, and watching the clock for 5:00, half relieved to end the hangover, half depressed and resigned to the addiction, and disgusted with myself. I was getting fatter by the week.
I’ve never wanted or had just one drink, that I can recall. Always at least 2, and that would leave me wanting more. That was my limit if driving though, and I always ate with that. I’d typically drink more once at home.
I’ve never wanted or had just one drink, that I can recall. Always at least 2, and that would leave me wanting more. That was my limit if driving though, and I always ate with that. I’d typically drink more once at home.
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I don’t miss wondering what I said the night before.
I don’t miss knowing I won’t have to urinate for hours because I’m severely dehydrated because of alcohol ingestion the night before.
I don’t miss knowing I won’t have to urinate for hours because I’m severely dehydrated because of alcohol ingestion the night before.
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I don’t miss feeling terrible that I was rambling while drinking and talking to my daughter the night before, only remembering bits and pieces of the conversation.
Me too !
What I don’t miss is the terror and illness of the next morning and/or the throwing up the night before and making a total ass of myself with other people if I was engaging in ‘social drinking’, which occasions were always for me a hurricane of alcohol that roared past any kind of quantity counting that could have been done.
And joy to find out, this lovely arrogant, aggressive and over-confident personality stuck with me long after I stopped for the most part my intake of alcohol.
And joy to find out, this lovely arrogant, aggressive and over-confident personality stuck with me long after I stopped for the most part my intake of alcohol.
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