500 days of sobriety
500 days of sobriety
Well, 502 actually but I didnt realise til now since I dont really count days as I go anymore. In the early days I practically counted every second, as time went painfully slowly.
So many attempts, so many day ones, so many regrets and so much pain. I never thought I could do it but i never gave up trying.
I have absolutely no desire to drink except for on the odd occasion it will surprise me, so I always have to stay active and vigilant in my sobriety, no matter how secure I feel.
So many attempts, so many day ones, so many regrets and so much pain. I never thought I could do it but i never gave up trying.
I have absolutely no desire to drink except for on the odd occasion it will surprise me, so I always have to stay active and vigilant in my sobriety, no matter how secure I feel.
I like to read my post history here from time to time, theres several day one posts. Reminds me why I never want to go back there...the more distance you have from alcohol, the easier it can be to forget the reality of that pain...always good to cling on to that.
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Congrats. After 2000 days I still have cravings and triggers, but not intense, more like thoughts, and it serves as a reminder to always stay vigilant. I think it’s similar to going to meetings and helping others. You have to keep working it. My many day ones aren’t as raw but I still recall the shame and disgust I had for myself. But I think the trick is to keep trying. Like when someone says I only have two days I know those two days are so much harder than my next two months. So it’s a HUGE accomplishment. Keep up the great work.
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