Feeling exhausted a bit
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Feeling exhausted a bit
Today is day 353
I've been working so hard on my recovery. I've been dealing with alot of stress at work and home. Work is just toxic and yes I have a choice to leave any time I want. But by leaving It hurts me in my career path that I've worked so hard for. I've been doing alot of reading on the subject of toxic work environments. The first decision is you are either going to stay or leave? I am choosing to stay in this job because it is a stepping stone in my career and is necessary for me to advance with experience. I do understand there is no advancement for me in the management area due to the nepotism and toxic work values. I limit my time with those who suck the air out of the room. And only associate myself with the positive influence workers which are very limited. I am grateful that these great people still exist in toxic work environments to help each other get through. I haven't had so much cravings for alcohol or anything so much just alot of stress and anxiety. I just am having difficulty I am happy for the things I accomplished the more I accomplished the more it feels like I get hated on. I shouldn't care or use so much of my time thinking about what others think. But I do care because I take pride in myself.
I've been working so hard on my recovery. I've been dealing with alot of stress at work and home. Work is just toxic and yes I have a choice to leave any time I want. But by leaving It hurts me in my career path that I've worked so hard for. I've been doing alot of reading on the subject of toxic work environments. The first decision is you are either going to stay or leave? I am choosing to stay in this job because it is a stepping stone in my career and is necessary for me to advance with experience. I do understand there is no advancement for me in the management area due to the nepotism and toxic work values. I limit my time with those who suck the air out of the room. And only associate myself with the positive influence workers which are very limited. I am grateful that these great people still exist in toxic work environments to help each other get through. I haven't had so much cravings for alcohol or anything so much just alot of stress and anxiety. I just am having difficulty I am happy for the things I accomplished the more I accomplished the more it feels like I get hated on. I shouldn't care or use so much of my time thinking about what others think. But I do care because I take pride in myself.
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Originally Posted by decchemist 
I take the well known fact that nobody on their death bed said, 'I wish I'd spent more time in the office.' You must be happy in your work and attain healthy work/ life balance.
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Originally Posted by stickyone;[url=tel:7633147
7633147[/url]]Thank you everyone for the response. I just needed a break to clear my head again. Today is day 358 a new day with many possibilities. Have a great day.
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