Cravings / AV activity
DriGuy - I also don't quite understand the latest post and was thinking a bit along the lines of GT's. Why is it not predictable that we won't drink in the future? I mean, excluding extreme cases such as completely going insane and losing the "self" we identify with now. And, again assuming an intact mind/brain, I believe we are entirely free to control (decide if we buy and swallow alcohol) it in any way we want. Not sure I get the gist, can you perhaps explain more the point your would like to bring across?
DryGuy: Gee, that sounded so profound when I thought of it. After putting down in print it's like, "Duh?!! I don't know if this registers with anyone as something important or if it changes anyone's perspective. It just seems meaningful to me somehow.
I'm sorry I even posted that. I believe every word, but it's so simple, I had to end it with "Duh?!" I have no ability to predict the future. I can only exert the extent of my control over it. I tried to explain that I wasn't sure if that meant anything to anyone else. It did to me. Why? Just some minor point that I needed for clarification in my own head, not anyone else's. It may not relate to a single other person. Apparently, I was not able to communicate that it may not be meaningful to anyone else, but I tried here:
Beyond that I can't explain what I can't explain.
Beyond that I can't explain what I can't explain.
...my resolve to never drinking does feel quite weak. May I ask at which point of your sobriety you started to have such a powerful determination that was equal to no murder, is it important to feel it at all, or just know? Was there anything specific happening acutely or growing on you to reach that state?
It’s like saying zero may not really be zero, it might actually be one millionth above zero. Nope, cannot do. Zero is zero for the rest of my life.
Also, “such a powerful determination” re the Big Plan does not compute. “I will never drink again” cannot be graduated by degrees of “power”. Because that determination was a quick and simple act of willfulness - some electrons zipping here and there in my brain - no “degree of” involved. And once done, I cannot retract it. Thoughts or feelings about retracting it or it being weak are impossible and obviously the Addictive Voice, not liking the Big Plan.
An addict can cure an addiction with a pledge of permanent abstinence without doing AVRT (its been going on for thousands of years) but I know from experience, self talk separation from the AV (which you do not seem to be doing here) makes the cure of addiction offered by the pledge (the BP) a heck of a lot easier in today’s world that puts all kinds of conditions upon and opposition to that very useful pledge.
If you affirm that we cannot predict whether we will remain permanently abstinent from alcohol, then you are deciding the pledge of permanent abstinence is an impossibility, or possibly just a rhetorical platitude that badly hungover people express as they ameliorate blowback from their last drunk.
Your whole point is 100% Addictive Voice of the habituated appetite for that deep pleasure. IT knows IT is Dead if we can predict for certainty “I will never drink again”. If YOU say we cannot predict that and that you have no way of explaining that alleged fact to us, then you are provoking in others concern over your own veracity.
The 'no recovery debate' rule is being pushed here.
AVRT is one method of recovery, as is AA, SMART, diy, whatever a member might choose. And, that's the point, it's a choice for each of us and no method needs to be pushed on others. You can explain your thinking/method, but please do not make others feel they are not doing the right thing or not doing enough.
Thanks.
AVRT is one method of recovery, as is AA, SMART, diy, whatever a member might choose. And, that's the point, it's a choice for each of us and no method needs to be pushed on others. You can explain your thinking/method, but please do not make others feel they are not doing the right thing or not doing enough.
Thanks.
Others? I have confidence that people will take responsibility for themselves, and people do recover without the help of the formal AVRT program. I appreciate your enthusiasm. I'm enthusiastic about RR too. Maybe less so than you, but I don't worry about it. I'm not here to sell it to anyone. I just think it's a good program that is useful to many people.
I'll ask again what you want from me?
AVRT is a users manual for ending addiction.
The pledge of permanent abstinence is the gem within that manual.
All I want is the ability to refer to that manual here on SR.
Naturally it ends up getting done in the context of people’s thoughts and feelings that can be separated using the Technique.
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