Sammy1980

Sometimes it takes a few relapses before we get to the point where we say never again and mean it.
Aellyce2 this last relapse could be your never again moment.

Aellyce

That's the plan! I find it very helpful now to not allow any skepticism, second guessing, cynicism, or even what I often think of as realistic perception or compromise. It's often said that we are imperfect human beings, warts and all, and that is true - but this one thing must be an exception for me from now on. I think I finally got the hang of how to make this finally as one-dimensional as my avatar shows. Except that the arrow in the avatar points to some destination further down, but I've already arrived and just need to stay here forever.

Steely

Yes, your avatar should just read SOBRIETY, because there are more ways than one.