HI!
Welcome.
I love the "trying to better myself". We can all relate. Pull up a chair and stick around for awhile.
This community has been very instrumental in my life.
My first step in (probably many) trying to better myself.
It was about seven years ago I popped in here with the same intent..... seven years of sobriety later I can report with confidence that taking this step was life-changing and GOOD.