Routines
Hi Gabe. I do better with a routine and I want to get one going...it makes me feel more grounded.
I have a bit of a routine with work and all but I think more will come together with time being sober for me. I can depend on myself when I am sober!
Hope you are well!
I have a bit of a routine with work and all but I think more will come together with time being sober for me. I can depend on myself when I am sober!
Hope you are well!
I'm not terribly rigid, but do like a routine. I like feeling like I'm going in order, thing one, thing two, thing three, and so on, during the day. The one thing I especially like about my routine is that (weather permitting) I walk my little dog several times a day. Potty time can be out in the dog yard, but walk time is more about sniffing and enjoying the walk.
I also like following a routine (mostly) for the stability if offers. I come to expect myself to do certain things, like dog walking, cleaning, errands, and so forth.
I also have a hard time defining it, but I usually stick to a routine and it makes my life simpler.
I also like following a routine (mostly) for the stability if offers. I come to expect myself to do certain things, like dog walking, cleaning, errands, and so forth.
I also have a hard time defining it, but I usually stick to a routine and it makes my life simpler.
Gabe, I thrive on routine. The down-side of that was when I turned to alcohol to self-medicate, I quickly fell into a routine which led to alcoholism. The upside was that in early recovery, I quickly fell into a routine which helped me change my evening routine and avoid drinking. I find comfort in having a daily/weekly routine and I try not to get stuck in it. I agree with what Dee said about being flexible, especially when things come along unexpectedly. I think Covid has made many of us make new routines.
It's the obsessiveness that trips me up.....I swim, so I need to swim every day......when I eat healthily I find it hard then to have a bit of cake and not feel bad about it....it't that kind of thing I want to change. I don't want to box myself in like that. It also leads directly back to drinking, because it makes me miserable.
We went for lunch yesterday and I had a big bowl of ice cream and strawberry sauce, it was awesome, it's that kind of thing I don't want to lose.
In early sobriety, I found routines helpful -- especially to establish a new routine for the time of day when I used to start drinking (right after work). I made sure I had plans of some kind for 6 - 8 pm every night, for the first few months. Later in the process, I was loading my days up with too much routine and too many tasks, out of fear -- as if, "if I don't do these 14 things every day, I might not stay sober". I came to realize this was nonsense -- I stayed sober by not drinking. It was important to develop self care and new interests, but I needed to strike a balance too, and not drive myself like a task master out of fear. It took some time to develop the balance.
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