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Bender ended on Sunday with a mad dose of depression and self pity. Nobody deserves to feel like this is what I remember thinking before going to sleep in the early afternoon.
Now off to bed on my Thursday, sober since, never wanting to feel that way again.
Now off to bed on my Thursday, sober since, never wanting to feel that way again.
I'm so glad to hear this, FC. This can be the last time you ever feel like that--you are correct--no one deserves to feel the kind of torment that alcohol provides. Sobriety opened up so many different opportunities for me to live a decent, fulfilled, and dignified life, and my life is infinitely better sober--no one has ever regretted stopping drink. Wishing you continued success, and if you ever feel tempted to drink, please come here first. Someone will help talk you out of that madness.
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The pain it causes seems to disappear over time, and then the common a few won't hurt I can be in control mentality returns. It's fun for a bit. Then the waking up wondering how I embarrassed my self or who I emotionally hurt. Riddled with guilt so numb myself some more. My alcohol cycle, round and round.
everyday now I must remind myself that this time won't be different. It starts with a sip and ends up with a poor state of mind and more.
everyday now I must remind myself that this time won't be different. It starts with a sip and ends up with a poor state of mind and more.
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