Not waiting until 12:00
Not waiting until 12:00
This is the first Sunday I can remember that I’m not counting down until 12:00 pm to get alcohol. My Sunday’s normally consisted of “dying” in bed until alcohol was being sold. I’ve made it to 8 days sober and I’m super proud. As I was headed to Subway for lunch I passed a few bars, liquor stores, and gas stations. These places were already packed right at noon, and I’m not the least bit jealous. The thought of alcohol makes my insides sick.
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Beautiful post...I ride by the liquor stores on day 30 and say F-U!!!!!
to the store not the people, I say a quick prayer for anyone who was suffering like I was....
On Sunday here they open at 10am and I would leave my Dad at church to run to the store to get some nips to get me thru church and get my Dad home while I was still somewhat sober.
It is such a liberating feeling now to drive by these places and not feel the "darkness" and "depression" I would feel as I pulled my car into those places...
to the store not the people, I say a quick prayer for anyone who was suffering like I was....
On Sunday here they open at 10am and I would leave my Dad at church to run to the store to get some nips to get me thru church and get my Dad home while I was still somewhat sober.
It is such a liberating feeling now to drive by these places and not feel the "darkness" and "depression" I would feel as I pulled my car into those places...
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